THE LINE 
						
                        by RATHEAD 
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                  On a hot summer day in Kansas, 
                  the three oldest Tracy boys just wanted to do a little 
                  exploring. Nothing was supposed to go wrong. 
                   
                  
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter One 
                  
                  "Scott!" 
                  
                  His 
                  father's voice pulled Scott from a run into a skid. He 
                  regained his balance and turned to balance on the threshold of 
                  his father's study. None of them were allowed inside. 
                   
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  Father?" 
                  
                  His father 
                  looked up from the papers on his desk. "I have a visitor 
                  coming today." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  nodded. "All right." 
                  
                  "He and I 
                  have some very important matters to discuss. He'll be here at 
                  eleven hundred hours. You are in charge of getting your 
                  brothers down here at that time to meet him. You are also in 
                  charge of making sure that nothing happens to distract me from 
                  my meeting with him. If I have to come out there to settle any 
                  arguments, break up any fights, or get Gordon down from the 
                  tree house, I will hold you responsible. Is that understood, 
                  Scott?" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  Father," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Good 
                  boy." His father returned to his papers. Scott stared at him 
                  for a minute then continued on his way. 
                  
                  He found 
                  his fourteen year-old brother in the kitchen, rummaging into a 
                  box of crackers. 
                  
                  "Dad's got 
                  someone coming here." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  shoved a cracker into his mouth. "So?" 
                  
                  "So we 
                  have to do the line when he shows up." Scott grabbed a cracker 
                  from the box.  
                  
                  "What 
                  time?" John asked, wandering in. Scott turned around. 
                  
                  "I was 
                  looking for you," he said. "I thought you wanted to go up to 
                  Kelsey Point." 
                  
                  "I do," 
                  John said. "What's this about the line?" 
                  
                  "Some 
                  person of Dad's," Virgil said indistinctly, through more 
                  crackers. 
                  
                  "Eleven 
                  hundred hours," Scott said. 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  understand why Dad can't just use normal time like a normal 
                  person," John muttered, drifting out of the kitchen again. 
                  Scott heard the backdoor slam.  
                  
                  "You and 
                  John are going to Kelsey Point?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "Yes, and 
                  you can't come." Scott said automatically. He glanced at 
                  Virgil out of the corner of his eye to see what reaction this 
                  would get, but Virgil only shrugged. "There's nothing at 
                  Kelsey Point anyway except about eight million chipmunks." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  smiled broadly at Virgil, raised his eyebrows, and headed 
                  outside. 
                  
                  "What?" 
                  Virgil asked. "Scott! What's at Kelsey Point!" He burst 
                  through the screen door into the hot July morning. Scott was 
                  standing on the old tire swing that hung off the limb of a 
                  large tree that shaded the back of the house. 
                   
                  
                  "Nothing's 
                  at Kelsey Point, Virg." Scott laughed at him. "You said 
                  yourself." 
                  
                  "Just 
                  eight million chipmunks." John's voice came floating down from 
                  above them. Virgil turned around and could just see the tip of 
                  his older brother's sneaker poking out from the edge of the 
                  roof. 
                  
                  "Dad's 
                  gonna kill you if he sees you up there," Virgil told him. 
                  
                  "He's not 
                  going to see me," John said confidently. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  watched John unfold and lie down on his stomach, hanging his 
                  head over the edge of the roof so he could make faces at 
                  Virgil. None of them had ever been able to figure out how John 
                  got himself up there. Scott assumed it had something to do 
                  with the scrubby looking pine tree that lurked next to the 
                  house - he had tried to climb once, but the branches looked 
                  too thin to support his weight and he was forced to climb back 
                  down. No amount of bribery or threats could get John to say 
                  how. 
                  
                  "He will 
                  if I tell him," Virgil told John. 
                  
                  "Don't be 
                  such a baby, Virgil," John said. He glanced at Scott, who was 
                  now standing on the top of the tire, holding onto the rope. 
                  
                  "So let me 
                  come with you," Virgil said.  
                  
                  "We don't 
                  want you to," John said.  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  watched his brother's blond head disappear from above the 
                  gutter. He turned around to face Scott, who shrugged. 
                   
                  
                  "Next 
                  time, Virg." 
                  
                  Anger 
                  flashed across Virgil's face. He backed up across the yard, a 
                  mixture of burnt grass and dust, picked a rock off the ground 
                  and winged it at his brother on the roof.  
                  
                  The minute 
                  it left his hand he knew he had made a mistake. The rock 
                  sailed confidently through the air, the sun glinting off it in 
                  tiny bursts. John had his back to his brothers, facing out 
                  across the wheat field that stretched endlessly behind the old 
                  farmhouse. Virgil called for John to look out, but John simply 
                  turned around, and the rock smacked him full in the face, 
                  knocking him down on one knee. Both Virgil and Scott gasped, 
                  and Scott felt his stomach drop.  
                  
                  "John! I'm 
                  sorry! I didn't mean to!" Virgil said. He didn't really think 
                  he could hit him. John had his hand over his mouth. He pulled 
                  it away. Blood was running down his chin. Virgil's eyes 
                  widened. 
                  
                  "Scott!" 
                  Scott looked to see his father standing behind the screen 
                  door. "Get Alan and Gordon and…" he stopped to see his son 
                  John come sailing down from above his head, hit the ground 
                  rolling, and get up to tackle his younger brother. Jeff Tracy 
                  stood there, frozen for a moment, before slamming the screen 
                  door open and charging into the yard. 
                  
                  "John!" 
                  
                  It was the 
                  sound of a rifle being fired. John froze, pinning Virgil on 
                  his belly in the dust. He let go and sprang to his feet. 
                  Virgil got up more slowly. He dropped his eyes to study his 
                  sneakers. As he watched, a drop of blood fell onto the tip of 
                  John's sneaker. He looked up to see his father take John's 
                  face in his hand and pull it gently up to face his. 
                  
                  "Dad," 
                  John mumbled in protest. "It's noth…ow!" His father had taken 
                  a handkerchief out of his pocket and was wiping John's face. 
                  Scott trotted over to take a look. 
                  
                  "Whoa. I 
                  think that's gonna have to be sealed, Johnny." There was a 
                  jagged flap of skin over his lip. It was really bleeding. His 
                  father reached down absently and pushed Scott behind him, out 
                  of his way. Scott glanced down at Virgil, who was staring at 
                  John, looking a little green.  
                  
                  "Scott 
                  might be right," their father said. "Come on inside and let's 
                  have Grandma take a look." 
                  
                  John 
                  trailed after his father, holding the rapidly reddening 
                  handkerchief to his mouth. He turned around to catch Scott's 
                  eye. He pointed at the roof and raised his eyebrows. Scott 
                  grinned back at him. That had been pretty intense. 
                  
                  He looked 
                  down at Virgil, who looked like he was about to vomit. He slid 
                  his arm around his brother. 
                  
                  "Come on, 
                  Virg. You don't want to be around if Father has to seal John. 
                  You know how much he yells." He was trying to say it lightly, 
                  leading him away, but Virgil kept turning back to look his 
                  father. The two boys walked out to the rail fence that marked 
                  the edge of the backyard, and hopped up. Virgil planted his 
                  chin on his fists and stared out across the fields grimly, 
                  eyebrows drawn together. Scott watched him. 
                  
                  "He's 
                  going to be okay." Scott told him. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  just shrugged. 
                  
                  "Did you 
                  see him come down from the roof?" Scott asked. That had been 
                  worth it, in his opinion, seeing his brother fly. 
                   
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Virgil mumbled. 
                  
                  "Come on. 
                  That was pretty cool." 
                  
                  Virgil was 
                  still for a moment, and then nodded. "Yeah. He looked like a 
                  praying mantis." He made a swooping gesture with his hand, all 
                  splayed fingers. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  laughed. "Don't tell him that." 
                  
                  "Maybe if 
                  I tell him how cool that was he won't kill me." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook his head. "He won't. He got his. He's done. You know 
                  John. He's mad for fifteen minutes and then it's forgotten." 
                  
                  "Scott…I 
                  hit him in the face with a rock. I don't think 
                  he's gonna let it slide." 
                  
                  "Scott! 
                  Virgil!" Scott looked behind him to see his ten-year old 
                  brother running full tilt towards him. Scott tapped Virgil on 
                  the leg and jerked his head behind him. Virgil turned around 
                  also. Alan came to a halt and bent over in exaggerated 
                  exhaustion. 
                  
                  "What's 
                  up, Al," Scott said, smiling a little. 
                  
                  "John's 
                  bleeding all over the kitchen." Alan said excitedly. 
                  
                  "Yeah, we 
                  know." 
                  
                  Alan 
                  looked a little disappointed. "Dad says to come inside and get 
                  cleaned up."  
                  
                  Scott 
                  jumped off the fence. "Where's Gordon?" 
                  
                  "Upstairs. 
                  He says he still has a headache." Alan climbed up on the 
                  fence. "Will you walk me?" 
                  
                  "You can 
                  do it by yourself," Scott told him. "I'll spot you." 
                  
                  Alan 
                  climbed up to the top rail of the fence and tried to stand up. 
                  Scott stood next to him and Alan got a grip on his hair. 
                  
                  "Easy, 
                  iron man," Scott said. "Stand up slowly." 
                  
                  Alan 
                  stood, and balanced on the top rung. He began to walk, letting 
                  go of Scott's hair. Virgil watched them. 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  want me to go get Gordon?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "No, I'll 
                  do it," Scott said as Alan wobbled violently and Scott grabbed 
                  his arm to steady him. "We've got to do the line in…ow, Alan…" 
                  he checked his watch. "Half an hour." 
                  
                  "Oh," Alan 
                  said.. "I thought it was something good." He had regained his 
                  balance and was walking slowly but surely to the fence post. 
                  
                  "Nope." 
                  Scott said. They reached the end of the fence. "Get down." 
                  
                  Alan 
                  jumped down. "Is John in trouble?" he asked. 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Scott said.  
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  
                  When Scott 
                  didn't say anything, Virgil said, "Because John jumped off…" 
                  
                  Scott cut 
                  him off. "The rope swing and tackled Virgil." You had to be 
                  careful what you said around the two younger boys. Alan was 
                  perfectly capable of jumping off the roof if he knew that John 
                  had. 
                  
                  "Oh," Alan 
                  said, losing interest. John and Virgil fought all the time. 
                  
                    
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Two 
                  
                  John sat 
                  on a stool in the kitchen, holding a towel up to his lip while 
                  his grandmother unpacked her first aid kit. His father leaned 
                  against the sink, watching. John kept his eyes closed. Now 
                  that he his adrenaline had cooled, he felt a little shaky. His 
                  mouth hurt, and his shoulder was throbbing and felt hot. 
                  
                  He felt 
                  his grandmother's cool hands take the towel away from him. 
                  "All right, John," she said. "I'm going to spray it now. This 
                  is going to feel cold." 
                  
                  His foot 
                  twitched as she sprayed the wound. Cold was an understatement 
                  for one intense moment, and then the pain lessened 
                  considerably. He opened one eye and then closed it 
                  immediately, his eyelashes brushing his grandmother's glasses. 
                  
                  "Just hold 
                  still for a minute," she said absently. "What do you think, 
                  Jeff?" 
                  
                  John held 
                  his breath as he heard his father walk closer. A shadow moved 
                  across the inside of his eyelids, and a faint whiff of coffee.
                   
                  
                  "That 
                  needs sealing." 
                  
                  John let 
                  out a barely audible sigh. He felt his grandmother pat his 
                  shoulder. "You just hang in there, kiddo." He felt her move 
                  away, and he opened his eyes. 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  want to tell me what this was all about?" his father asked. 
                  
                  John 
                  opened his mouth, but his grandmother jumped in. 
                  
                  "Don't 
                  talk for a minute there, John. I don't want him to start 
                  bleeding again," she explained to Jeff.  
                  
                  Jeff gave 
                  John a look that let him know this reprieve was temporary. 
                  John was trying to think of a way to present the evidence that 
                  would result in a minimum of punishment for all parties when 
                  his grandmother placed a hand on his chin. 
                  
                  "Can I 
                  count on you to hold still?" she asked, looking into his eyes. 
                  
                  He nodded 
                  slightly. 
                  
                  She 
                  smiled. "That's a good boy," and lifted the sealer to his 
                  mouth. At the first touch, he jerked his head back sharply and 
                  hissed in pain. It had been a couple of years since his 
                  grandmother had to do this to any of them, and he had hoped 
                  that his memory of the pain was exaggerated because he was 
                  younger when it happened. That was wishful thinking. 
                   
                  
                  "Jeff, 
                  come here and hold his head," his grandmother said. 
                  
                  John shook 
                  his head. "No, I can…" 
                  
                  "Don't 
                  talk." 
                  
                  "Mokay. Uh 
                  wun mofe." John tried to speak without moving his lips. His 
                  father, who had come forward, stopped. His grandmother looked 
                  at her son for a moment, and then back down at her grandson, 
                  who was gripping the seat of the stool so tightly his knuckles 
                  were white. 
                  
                  "Okay. Get 
                  ready." She applied the sealer again. John flinched, but 
                  didn't move. 
                  
                  Jeff 
                  watched as his son's foot kicked steadily and with increasing 
                  intensity against the legs of the stool. He was taking this 
                  better than Jeff thought he would.  
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  his grandmother said. She stepped away from her grandson. 
                  "That won't leave a scar," she said with satisfaction. 
                  
                  "Too bad," 
                  John said, a little thickly. His lip was still numb. Jeff 
                  stepped forward. It was a clean seal, a shiny knitted line 
                  just above delicate curve of his son's upper lip. "Looks fine, 
                  John." Jeff said. "The swelling should go down in a day or 
                  so." 
                  
                  His 
                  grandmother sprayed a mild anesthetic cream on it. "This will 
                  help, but it's going to sting for a few hours." 
                  
                  John 
                  nodded. "Am I done?" he asked, very soft on the d. He got up 
                  off the stool. 
                  
                  Jeff 
                  looked sternly at his son. John met his glance with level 
                  eyes. Jeff Tracy didn't like his sons to be afraid to look him 
                  in the eye. "We will discuss this later, John. Before dinner. 
                  Count on it." 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  Father." John said. His expression didn't change. 
                  
                  "Go 
                  upstairs and get cleaned up." 
                  
                  John was 
                  out of the kitchen in a flash. 
                  
                  Jeff and 
                  his mother looked at each other. Jeff shook his head. "If any 
                  of them survive to graduate high school, I will consider it a 
                  major victory, Mother." 
                  
                  "They're 
                  your boys, Jeff," she said mildly. He raised an eyebrow at 
                  her, but she didn't comment anymore. 
                  
                     
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Three 
                  
                  John 
                  barreled into Scott's room. Scott was pulling on a shirt with 
                  a collar. "Don't get blood on my bed," he said. 
                  
                  John just 
                  tilted his head up. Scott sighed exaggeratedly and walked over 
                  to take a look. "Nice," he said. "Did it hurt?" 
                  
                  "She 
                  lasered my face shut," John said, lisping slightly. "What 
                  do you think?" 
                  
                  "You know, 
                  it's not actually a laser," Scott told him.  
                  
                  John gave 
                  him a look of disgust, which Scott supposed he deserved. "You 
                  look like you've been slaughtering cows or something," he 
                  said. "You'd better get cleaned up." 
                  
                  John 
                  looked at his watch. "Oh no, we only have twenty one hundred 
                  minutes left," he said mockingly, and walked into the bathroom 
                  to admire the newest addition to his face. 
                  
                  "You know, 
                  for someone who's supposed to be so good at math, you should 
                  really understand military time," Scott called. 
                  
                  "I do 
                  understand it. I'm just against it." John called back. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  walked into Scott's room, wearing a button-down shirt and with 
                  his chestnut hair mostly combed. 
                  
                  "Did you 
                  see John's scar?" Scott asked him. Virgil shook his head and 
                  sat on his brother's bed. "I'll wait until he shows me." 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Scott said. "Seriously, don't worry. He's happy about it." He 
                  headed to check on Gordon and Alan. 
                  
                  Gordon and 
                  Alan's room was in its usual state of exploded closet. Scott 
                  stepped on a soccer ball that was in the doorway and half-fell 
                  into the room, sending the ball bouncing against the radiator 
                  and his twelve-year old brother Gordon into a paroxysm of 
                  hysteria. Scott grabbed the wall to regain his balance. 
                  
                  "I thought 
                  you were sick," he said to Gordon, who was lying on top of his 
                  bed in a tangle of sheets, wearing just a pair of shorts. 
                  
                  "I got 
                  better," Gordon said cheerfully. "Alan found a cricket in his 
                  drawer." 
                  
                  "Alan, 
                  knock it off and get dressed." 
                  
                  "I want to 
                  show it to Dad," Alan said. He was pouncing on each piece of 
                  clothing in his drawer, holding still for a moment, and then 
                  quickly shaking it out. Scott and Gordon watched him for a 
                  moment in silence. 
                  
                  "If only 
                  we could harness his powers for good," Gordon said. Scott 
                  laughed, and Alan turned around to give them a brief, injured 
                  look before returning to his task. 
                  
                  "Al, Dad 
                  knows what a cricket looks like." Scott told him. 
                  
                  "I think 
                  it was a locust," Alan said. "They swarm." 
                  
                  "Look, we 
                  have the line in fifteen minutes, kid. Get the lead out. You 
                  too, Gordon." He nodded at his brother on the bed, who rolled 
                  over, slid off the bed, and slithered underneath it. Scott 
                  just rolled his eyes and went back to his room. He bumped into 
                  John, who was standing in the hall with his arms outstretched 
                  in front of him and a bemused expression on his face. He 
                  looked up at Scott. "Does this seem wrong to you?" he asked. 
                  He had changed out of his dust-and-blood covered t shirt and 
                  was wearing a blue oxford shirt, unbuttoned. The cuffs of his 
                  shirt ended in the middle of his forearms. "Don't you think 
                  it's weird that I didn't know I got taller?" 
                  
                  "I think 
                  you're weird no matter how tall you are," Scott told him. "Go 
                  check my closet and hurry up." He could hear a car outside. 
                  
                  "Hey, I'm 
                  injured, you know," John ambled into Scott's room. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked at his watch. Eight minutes to go. He trotted back to 
                  his room. "Where's Virgil?" he asked John, who was lazily 
                  flicking through Scott's closet. 
                  
                  John 
                  shrugged without turning around. Scott started down the hall 
                  to Virgil's and John's room, but stopped at the sight of 
                  Virgil dragging a laughing Gordon out from under the bed while 
                  Alan watched. 
                  
                  "Hey," 
                  Scott snapped. "If you three aren't dressed and downstairs 
                  in…." he looked at his watch. "Seven minutes, I'm gonna bust 
                  all three of your heads open." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  dropped Gordon's legs and Gordon leapt to his feet. "I'm 
                  ready," Gordon protested. Scott raised an eyebrow at him, and 
                  Gordon bent down and picked a crumpled shirt off the floor and 
                  held it up. "Okay, now I'm ready." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked at Virgil. Virgil grabbed a handful of copper-colored 
                  hair and dragged Gordon, protesting, into the bathroom. Scott 
                  pulled a shirt out of Alan's closet and handed it to him. Alan 
                  stripped off his t shirt and pulled the clean one over his 
                  head. 
                  
                  "I found 
                  the cricket," he told Scott, as his head popped out from the 
                  top of the shirt. 
                  
                  "Good for 
                  you," Scott said, looking around the room for Alan's sneakers. 
                  He found one under Gordon's dresser. 
                  
                  "Look. 
                  Scott, look. Look!" Alan said. 
                  
                  Scott was 
                  on his knees, peering under Alan's bed.  
                  
                  "Don't go 
                  under there!" Alan yelled, and launched himself at Scott. 
                  
                  "I really 
                  don't have time for this." Scott just grabbed Alan around the 
                  waist and stood up, holding him. Scott had cleared six one in 
                  the spring, and there was nothing Alan, who hadn't gotten 
                  halfway to five feet, could do but flail in frustration. Scott 
                  spied Alan's other sneaker, picked it up, and carried all 
                  three items into this room where he dropped them on his bed. 
                  "Put your sneakers on," he told Alan. 
                  
                  "I'm gonna 
                  be taller than you one day," Alan told him as he shoved his 
                  foot into his sneaker. 
                  
                  "Fine with 
                  me," Scott said. He ran his fingers through his hair. "You 
                  remember what to do?" 
                  
                  "Stand up 
                  straight, look him in the eye, don't mumble, and…" Alan 
                  paused, staring off into space. "I forget." 
                  
                  "Get that 
                  bug off my bed." 
                  
                     
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Four 
                  
                  "And this 
                  is my oldest son, Scott," Jeff said.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  offered his hand. "Hello, sir." 
                  
                  "You're 
                  the spitting image of your father, did you know that?" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." 
                  
                  "How old 
                  are you now?" 
                  
                  "Sixteen, 
                  sir." 
                  
                  "I met you 
                  when you were six, but I doubt you remember that." 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." 
                  
                  The man 
                  paused for a moment, looking at Scott curiously. He had a 
                  florid face and was wearing very neat casual clothes that 
                  seemed to be straining to transform themselves into a suit. 
                  Scott meet his gaze politely.  
                  
                  "Nice to 
                  see you again, Scott." 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." 
                  
                  Behind the 
                  man, his father nodded approvingly. 
                  
                  His father 
                  continued down to John, who mumbled hello, all the time 
                  keeping his eyes down. John, who could be so volatile among 
                  family, had a tendency to evaporate in the face of scrutiny. 
                  That and he was trying to keep the stranger's eyes off of his 
                  face. 
                  
                  "That 
                  looks like a new seal," the man remarked.  
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir," John said. He glanced at his father for a moment, and 
                  immediately regretted it. 
                  
                  "Well, 
                  boys will be boys, " the man said. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  could feel a wave of disdain sweep from Alan on up the line. 
                  He smiled a little. 
                  
                  Virgil was 
                  being introduced. Virgil admired the man's car, which Scott 
                  hadn't had a chance to notice.  
                  
                  "Hello, 
                  sir!" Gordon boomed, shaking the man's hand enthusiastically. 
                  "It's a pleasure to have you here." 
                  
                  "Why thank 
                  you, young man," the man said with a chuckle. Gordon's voice 
                  hadn't broken yet, and what he lacked in depth he tried to 
                  make up in volume. Scott kept his eyes softly on his father. 
                  His father's mouth firmed, but Scott was pretty sure he was 
                  trying not to laugh.  
                  
                  "Have you 
                  been to Kansas before, sir?" Gordon asked. 
                  
                  "Well, I 
                  can't say I have, son." 
                  
                  "It's 
                  called the Sunflower State and its motto is Ad Astra Per 
                  Astera. That's Latin, which is a language ancient Greeks used 
                  to write mottos and stuff." 
                  
                  The man 
                  started laughing, and Scott relaxed a little as his father 
                  joined in. "All right, Gordon," his father said. "Do you know 
                  what it means?" 
                  
                  Gordon 
                  stopped. "No, sir." 
                  
                  "Virgil?" 
                  
                  "Um…no, 
                  sir." Virgil was struggling with French at school. John was on 
                  his third year of Latin, and Scott prayed he knew this, 
                  because Scott sure as hell didn't. 
                  
                  "John?" 
                  
                  "It's ad 
                  aspera…" John stopped and cleared his throat. "Sorry. I mean, 
                  it's ad astra per aspera, and it means 'to the stars 
                  through difficulties.'"  
                  
                  "Do you 
                  know what that means?" His father asked. John looked hesitant.
                   
                  
                  "I…it 
                  means…through the stars…." 
                  
                  His father 
                  cut him off. "Yes, but what does it mean? It's a phrase 
                  that predates space travel, after all." 
                  John was silent. 
                  
                  "It means 
                  impossible goals are attainable through hard work." Scott 
                  said. 
                  
                  "That's 
                  right, Scott," his father said. There was a slight pause. 
                  Scott shifted his gaze to the man, who was looking a bit at 
                  sea. Scott gave a little inward sigh. He hadn't realized until 
                  about three years ago that nobody else in the world had to go 
                  through this sort of thing. He knew what his father was trying 
                  to do - at least, he thought he might - but lately he wished 
                  he wouldn't do it in front of people. 
                  
                  "Something 
                  we know a little about, hey Tracy?" the man said, slapping 
                  Jeff on the back. 
                  
                  "That's 
                  right," Jeff said. "And this is my youngest boy, Alan." 
                  
                     
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Five 
                  
                  "Triagulum," 
                  Virgil said. "That one's easy."  
                  
                  "Yeah? 
                  What's the name of the one named star in it?" 
                  
                  "Trianglehead." 
                  Virgil guessed. 
                  
                  John 
                  laughed. "Metallah," he told him. 
                  
                  "Remember 
                  that," Scott said. "You'll definitely need that information 
                  later in life." He snapped the headphones connected to his 
                  computer over his ears. He was always amazed at John's ability 
                  to forget a fight. Virgil would brood for days after an 
                  argument, becoming angry again and again and would bring it up 
                  long after his brothers had forgotten about it. John had 
                  whapped Virgil on the back of the head on their way upstairs 
                  to wait for lunch, but Scott could tell his heart wasn't in 
                  it.  
                  
                  "Can I 
                  have a go after you?" John asked. Scott had a new flight 
                  simulator program on his computer. 
                  
                  "It'll be 
                  hours until he crashes," Virgil said. He was lying on the old 
                  braided rug on the floor of Scott's room, studying the innards 
                  of Alan's remote-controlled car that hadn't survived its most 
                  recent run-in with its owner. 
                  
                  John 
                  reached down from where he was lying on Scott's bed and poked 
                  Virgil's back in a pattern. 
                  
                  "Ummm….Libra." 
                  
                  "Think." 
                  John said, repeating the pattern. 
                  
                  
                  "Oh…Cassiopeia?" 
                  
                  "Yeah." 
                  John yawned and rolled over.  
                  
                  "What are 
                  the named stars?" Virgil asked him. 
                  
                  "Shedir, 
                  Caph, Ruchbah, Segin, Archird, and the two Marfaks. You want 
                  the numbers?" John said. 
                  
                  "No, just 
                  wanted to make sure you knew," Virgil said mildly. Scott 
                  snorted. 
                  
                  "Alan 
                  really killed this thing," Virgil said, poking the wires 
                  inside with a finger. John rolled back over and looked over 
                  the edge of the bed. 
                  
                  "It's not 
                  made to go down stairs," John said.  
                  
                  "It's 
                  amazing that anything of Alan's lasts longer than a week," 
                  Virgil said. He handed the car up to John. "Can you fix it?" 
                  John grabbed the car and probed the inside for a second, and 
                  then handed it back to Virgil. "You can figure it out," he 
                  said. "Check the wires."  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  began following one of the wires. "Is Scott still alive?" 
                  
                  John 
                  craned his neck. "Yeah. Hey Scott, do you get to shoot 
                  anything on this one, or just fly around in weather systems?" 
                  
                  "This is 
                  not some stupid game," Scott said, eyeing the mountain range 
                  ahead. "You have to really know what you're doing." 
                  
                  John 
                  watched the screen for a moment, and then looked down at 
                  Virgil. "Scott's flying in rain now," he told him. 
                  
                  "That's 
                  exciting," Virgil said. He had found what he hoped was the 
                  disconnected wire and tried to figure out where it would go. 
                  Virgil was a great taker-apart of things, dismantling 
                  everything desk lamps to computers to see how they worked, and 
                  then slowly and methodically putting them back together until 
                  he understood them wholly. He found a peculiar satisfaction 
                  unlocking the secrets behind technology, everything breaking 
                  down to common connections and code. There was a moment when 
                  something that used to be disjointed pieces began to meld 
                  together, becoming the beginning of an actual functioning 
                  object - it was like creating something, Virgil thought. Like 
                  making a painting - but it was useful, concrete and to Virgil, 
                  more real. However, he wasn't so great at figuring out how to 
                  make something that didn't work, work. John had, in Virgil's 
                  opinion, the more irritating ability to intuit how things 
                  worked, and when Alan and Gordon smashed anything to bits they 
                  usually appealed first to John. But John, although he could 
                  fix nearly anything, was not terribly interested in it and 
                  more often than not wouldn't be bothered. 
                  
                  "Just 
                  because I'm going to be zooming around the world in my 
                  supersonic jet while you two are stuck on a bus in Wyoming 
                  somewhere…" Scott stopped, distracted by the sudden wind shear 
                  off the mountain range, and began making adjustments. 
                  
                  "I wish we 
                  didn't have to do this," John said. He checked his watch. 
                  "Countdown to automaton lunch in t minus five." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  laughed, and Scott paused the game and looked around at him. 
                  "Did either of you catch that guy's name?" 
                  
                  Both the 
                  boys shrugged. Scott sighed and got up from his chair. John 
                  leapt off the bed and made a dive for the computer, but Scott 
                  just tossed him to the left and he landed ungracefully on the 
                  beat-up highback chair that had become too shabby to be 
                  downstairs.  
                  
                  "Wonder 
                  what he's doing," Scott said. "Dad, I mean. With that guy." 
                  
                  "Something 
                  to do with the a new type of engine for airplanes," Virgil 
                  said. 
                  
                  "How do 
                  you know that?" John asked, surprised. 
                  
                  "I asked 
                  him." 
                  
                  "Huh," 
                  John said.  
                  
                  "I bet 
                  it's pretty interesting," Virgil said. "Some of that stuff Dad 
                  builds is pretty cool, you know." They had all, at one time or 
                  another, been to one of the many manufacturing plants of Tracy 
                  Industries to see a prototype or toured a newly-built 
                  building. "I wouldn't mind working there some day." 
                  
                  "You're 
                  going to have to fight Scott for it," John said. "Number one 
                  son is going to take over the company."  
                  
                  Scott gave 
                  John an irritated look. "One of us probably should - work 
                  there, I mean. I don't want it," he said to Virgil, folding 
                  his arms over his chest. "I'm not going to sit behind a desk 
                  and study diagrams all day, or whatever it is he does." 
                  
                  "Yeah, 
                  Captain, we know." John said. "Father's got you all mapped out 
                  in his footsteps." 
                  
                  "Shut up," 
                  Scott said. "That's not why." 
                  
                  "Boys! 
                  Lunch is ready!"  
                  
                  "Coming, 
                  Grandma," Scott called back. 
                  
                  "Because 
                  you, Scott Tracy, are next in line in the Tracy family," John 
                  said, making his voice gruff.  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  lowered his voice as well. "And what you do as a Tracy 
                  reflects on all of us." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  twisted his mouth sourly at his brothers for a minute, and 
                  then gave in. "And you'd better think long and hard about what 
                  it means to be a Tracy," he added in his best father's voice. 
                  
                  The three 
                  trooped out of Scott's room. They could hear Gordon thundering 
                  down the stairs, and their grandmother admonishing him to slow 
                  down before he broke his neck. 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  actually know what he means, though," Virgil said 
                  meditatively. "What does it mean to be a Tracy?" 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  really want to know?" John asked.  
                  
                  Neither 
                  boy answered. They filed into the dining room where their 
                  father and his guest stood, waiting. 
                    
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Six 
                  
                  
                  
                  "Apparently, both Boeing and Mifume Tech have been working on 
                  a prototype, but I don't think anything has been seen," the 
                  man said. Jeff Tracy gave him a brief nod, and then turned his 
                  attention to his sons. Jeff didn't talk business in front of 
                  his sons, and mealtimes were often the only chance he had to 
                  check in with all of them.  
                  
                  "So what 
                  did you have planned for this afternoon, boys?" he asked 
                  Scott. 
                  
                  Scott took 
                  a drink of iced tea to stall for time. They had planned to go 
                  to Kelsey Point, but that required John and he was probably 
                  going to be grounded or killed or something for jumping off 
                  the roof - and if John told his father about the rock, than 
                  that meant Virgil was out of the equation too. And Scott 
                  himself felt a little guilty for letting the whole thing 
                  happen. He put down his iced tea and decided to test the 
                  waters. 
                  
                  "Well, 
                  John and I were thinking of hiking up to Kelsey Point." It 
                  wasn't a hike - there was no hiking in Kansas - but the more 
                  it sounded like an ordeal, the more it would appeal to his 
                  father.  
                  
                  "What 
                  for?" his father asked. 
                  
                  That 
                  stumped Scott. He looked at John, who was dismantling his 
                  sandwich into bread balls and rolls of turkey. He caught 
                  Scott's glance, put his hands in his lap, and shrugged. 
                  
                  "We always 
                  go…and we haven't been this summer…and the place is so weird…" 
                  John smiled slightly, a nervous habit. "I want to see if 
                  anything's changed." 
                  
                  "What's 
                  Kelsey Point?" their guest asked.  
                  
                  "It's just 
                  a tract of land three miles from here." Jeff said. "There was 
                  a factory there, next to what used to be Kelsey Lake. They 
                  tore down the factory and filled in the lake about a fifty 
                  years ago. The foundation of the factory is there - it's a 
                  hole about a quarter of a mile square. It is a pretty 
                  unusual place, actually. The landscape is odd." 
                  
                  "They 
                  filled in the lake?" the man asked. 
                  
                  "They 
                  drained it, put a clay cap on it, and then sodded it." Jeff 
                  explained. "Although the droughts at the beginning of the 
                  century probably did the real draining. Most of the topsoil 
                  blew away during the droughts, so it's just a big clay spot 
                  now. The company had been dumping so much waste in the water 
                  that the lake was dead, and once the factory was gone, people 
                  were afraid that their kids would go swimming in it…so they 
                  closed it off." 
                  
                  "Was there 
                  toxic waste?" Gordon asked. 
                  
                  "If you 
                  mean radioactive, no. But they were certainly dumping poison 
                  into the water." 
                  
                  "Oh." 
                  Gordon sounded disappointed. "Because in school last year? Our 
                  teacher was telling us that a long time ago they had toxic 
                  waste and things got all mutated. So you'd have like, frogs 
                  with three heads things like that." 
                  
                  Alan was 
                  listening with interest. Three-headed frogs were right up his 
                  alley. "Did she bring any into class?" 
                  
                  "No, 
                  dummy. That was years ago. Anyway, a three-headed frog would 
                  live, like, for ten minutes." 
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  
                  "Because 
                  it has three heads! You can't live with three heads." Gordon 
                  was contemptuous. 
                  
                  "If you 
                  couldn't live with it, you couldn't be born with it." Alan 
                  said. 
                  
                  "Yeah? 
                  Well…how would you decide where to go? Like, what if one head 
                  wanted to go one way and the other head wanted to go the other 
                  way?" Gordon countered. 
                  
                  Both the 
                  guest and their father were smiling broadly. 
                   
                  
                  "Well, 
                  what about conjoined twins?" Virgil said. "That's often two 
                  people sharing a set of legs, and they don't argue about where 
                  to go." 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Alan said. "What about them, Gordon?" 
                  
                  Gordon 
                  wasn't about to let Alan make an ally out of Virgil, 
                  especially when he knew Alan had no idea what Virgil was 
                  talking about. 
                  
                  "That's 
                  different, That's not a mutation." 
                  
                  "Ah ha," 
                  his father said. "Keep going, Gordon." 
                  
                  Gordon 
                  glowed. "Because if it's a mutation, it's your whole body and 
                  stuff not working the way it's supposed to because of the 
                  toxic chemicals, right Dad?" 
                  
                  His father 
                  nodded. "That's right. Anything exposed to enough chemical 
                  waste to have that sort mutation would have a host of other 
                  problems - organs not formed correctly - and probably cancer." 
                  
                  "You have 
                  some bright boys there, Jeff," their guest said. "My sister's 
                  two kids don't talk about anything but video games." 
                  
                  "We're 
                  only allowed to play for an hour each day," Alan said. "The 
                  rest of the time we have to be outside." He dragged on the 
                  last word. Jeff and his guest exchanged wry glances. 
                  
                  "I would 
                  think you'd want to be outside…Alan, right? All these fields 
                  and trees…" 
                  
                  Alan 
                  shrugged. He was still stinging slightly from the frog 
                  discussion, and didn't like discussing family stuff with 
                  strangers. His grandmother pointed to his plate. "Eat," she 
                  told him. He picked up his sandwich. 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  all go to school around here?" the man asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  waited a moment to see if his father was going to answer for 
                  him, and then said, "No, sir. We only come here for the 
                  summer. The rest of the time we're away at school." 
                  
                  "That's a 
                  boarding school?" 
                  
                  "Yes sir." 
                  
                  "All of 
                  you together at the same school? That must be something." 
                  
                  "No," 
                  Virgil said. "Scott and John are at the Greene Institute in 
                  Phoenix. Me and Gordon are at Sayerville Academy, and Alan 
                  stays home." 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  stay home," Alan said with dignity. "I go to Crockett Day. 
                  I'll go to Sayerville when I'm thirteen." 
                  
                  "I've 
                  heard of the Greene Institute," the man said. "I think I know 
                  someone who's son was … well. Do you like it there?" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." Scott answered quickly, because John didn't like it. He 
                  wanted to transfer schools, and was trying to figure out a way 
                  to ask his father. 
                  
                  "What's 
                  your favorite subject?" the man asked. 
                  
                  "American 
                  history," Scott said promptly. "And trigonometry." 
                  
                  "Those are 
                  pretty different subjects," the man said. Scott wished his 
                  father would mention his name. He hated not knowing who he was 
                  talking to. 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." Scott said.  
                  
                  "Are you 
                  doing well in school?" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." Scott put down his sandwich and resigned himself over to 
                  this conversation. 
                  
                  "Are you 
                  thinking about colleges?" the man asked. 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir."  
                  
                  "Any in 
                  particular?" 
                  
                  "Harvard, 
                  Yale, University of Chicago, and Dartmouth. Maybe Stamford." 
                  
                  "Those are 
                  pretty tough schools to get into." 
                  
                  "Yes, sir. 
                  They are."  
                  
                  "You have 
                  the grades to get into schools like that?" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." Scott said.  
                  
                  The man 
                  paused for a moment, and looked at Scott like he thought Scott 
                  was making fun of him. Scott didn't change his expression.
                   
                  
                  "So what 
                  would you like to get a degree in? History?" 
                  
                  Scott took 
                  a breath, and then let it out. "I haven't decided, sir." 
                  
                  "Don't let 
                  it go too long," the man said. "Too many young people these 
                  days just drift around without having any idea of what they 
                  want to do and wind up doing nothing with their lives." 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir." He wished this guy would shut up. 
                  
                  "Scott 
                  wants to be a pilot," his father said.  
                  
                  "Really?" 
                  the man said. "Just like your father." 
                  
                  "Yeah. 
                  Sir." Scott said. 
                  
                  "You don't 
                  need a Harvard diploma to be a pilot, though." The man said. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  appraised the man for a moment. "No, sir. You don't. But I'd 
                  like to go to Harvard to get more than just a diploma." 
                  
                  The man 
                  looked slightly taken aback. There was a bit of a pause and 
                  Scott took a bite of his sandwich. Blowhard, he 
                  thought. 
                  
                  "Do all of 
                  you kids want to be pilots? John?" the man asked. Scott 
                  wondered how he managed to remember all of their names. Most 
                  of them only remembered Virgil, and even then couldn't 
                  remember which one of them actually was Virgil. 
                   
                  
                  John 
                  looked up. "What? I mean…excuse me?" 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  want to be a pilot like your old man?" 
                  
                  "Dad was 
                  an astronaut, not a pilot," Gordon told the man. 
                   
                  
                  "I was 
                  both, son," Jeff said. "John? Mr. Gates asked you a question." 
                  
                  Finally, 
                  thought Scott. 
                  
                  "Um…I 
                  don't…maybe. I don't think I'd want to join the Air Force or 
                  anything like that," John said. That was the understatement of 
                  the century, Scott thought. 
                  
                  "John's 
                  interested in outer space," his father said. 
                  
                  John 
                  hesitated, then nodded. 
                  
                  "So you're 
                  more interested in the astronaut side of things," Mr. Gates 
                  said. 
                  
                  "I…" John 
                  started to say something, and then said, "Yes, sir." 
                  
                  "Go to the 
                  moon, maybe?" the man said. 
                  
                  "Not 
                  really." John said. "It's not much of a challenge." 
                  
                  Scott gave 
                  John a kick under the table. 
                  
                  "Sir," 
                  John added. Scott kicked him again, harder. The man was 
                  laughing.  
                  
                  "Leave it 
                  to the sons of an astronaut to be unimpressed by walking on 
                  the moon," he said. "So what's it for you? Mars? Venus?" 
                  
                  "Well," 
                  John said, smiling uncomfortably. "Being an astronaut is…I'm 
                  really more interested in astronomy. And there's a difference 
                  between… I mean, you don't need to know astronomy to be an 
                  astronaut. You need to study things like astrophysics and 
                  quantum physics and post-calculus math and…to be an 
                  astronomer, and if you're an astronaut, you mostly need to 
                  know how to be a pilot. The original Gemini and Apollo 
                  astronauts were all test pilots, you know - they didn't want 
                  astronomers or scientists. They wanted people who would 
                  weren't afraid of blowing up in outer space." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  sighed inwardly. Their father often complimented John on his 
                  ability to see through things, but now might not be the best 
                  time to show off. 
                  
                  Mr. Gates 
                  was staring at John with his eyebrows drawn together. Scott 
                  took a long drink of his iced tea. Sometimes he really hated 
                  it when his father brought people over. When it was just the 
                  six or seven of them, they all seemed so normal to each other. 
                  It was just when they were transposed against somebody else 
                  that they seemed a little strange, and he resented being 
                  presented with the view. 
                  
                  "John's 
                  got quite a head for abstraction," Jeff said. The way he said 
                  it, it didn't sound quite so much like a compliment. "He's 
                  already a year ahead in math and science."  
                  
                  
                  "Astronomy, physics, calculus…" Mr. Gates said. "That's quite 
                  a school you boys go to." 
                  
                  "They 
                  don't teach astronomy at the Greene Institute," John 
                  countered. "In fact, after A.P Physics and calculus, there 
                  aren't any other higher maths or sciences." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a slight pause.  
                  
                  "But it is 
                  a very good school, sir." John said. "And Virgil will be there 
                  next year, right, Virg?" Clumsy pass, but their guest took it. 
                  
                  "Are you 
                  looking forward to it?" Mr. Gates asked. 
                  
                  "Yessir." 
                  Virgil said. He and Gordon were two years apart - too big a 
                  difference to spend too much time together, but he was only a 
                  year behind John. Scott spoke enthusiastically about the 
                  school, and his friends had mythical status to Virgil. John 
                  didn't seem to like the school so much, but that didn't deter 
                  Virgil - John was weirdly particular about a lot of things. 
                  "Can't wait." 
                  
                  "All three 
                  of you will be together then," Mr. Gates said. "That's what 
                  you like, huh?" 
                  
                  "Yessir. 
                  And there's a sister school that shares some of the classes." 
                  
                  Both Mr. 
                  Gates and their father burst out laughing. Virgil reddened 
                  slightly, but took it in stride. 
                  
                  "What's a 
                  sister school?" Alan asked. 
                  
                  "Don't you 
                  mind," their grandmother said. "Help me clear the table." 
                  
                  Alan slid 
                  reluctantly out of his chair. 
                  
                  "I have 
                  ice cream for dessert if anyone wants it," she said. 
                  
                  "David and 
                  I have work to do," Jeff said. "But if you could bring us some 
                  coffee in my study, Mother, I'd appreciate it." He and Mr. 
                  Gates pushed back their chairs. 
                  
                  "I can do 
                  that," his mother said. She grabbed Alan, who was heading 
                  towards the kitchen, by his shirt collar. "Alan, take your 
                  plate in." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  stood up. "Um…Father?" 
                  
                  His father 
                  turned. "Yes, Scott?" 
                  
                  "So John 
                  and I can go to Kelsey Point?" 
                  
                  His father 
                  looked over at John, who kept his expression neutral. Finally, 
                  he gave a small nod. "Take Virgil with you. Your grandmother 
                  is taking Alan and Gordon to the pool." 
                  
                  "Thank 
                  you, Father. It was nice to see you again, Mr. Gates," Scott 
                  said. 
                  
                  Mr. Gates 
                  looked a little startled, then said, "It was nice to see you 
                  again too, Scott. Good luck." 
                  
                  "Boys, you 
                  could help instead of just standing around," their grandmother 
                  said mildly. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  grabbed a plate. "Sorry, Grandma. I don't think we want any 
                  dessert." 
                  
                  "Hey, I 
                  do," Gordon protested. 
                  
                  "I didn't 
                  mean you," Scott said. "I meant the three of us." 
                  
                  "Better 
                  have," Gordon said.  
                  
                  They 
                  dropped the dishes in the sink and the three older boys 
                  clattered upstairs to change out of their clothes. Scott was 
                  pulling his hiking boots from the top of the closet when John 
                  drifted in, carrying Scott's shirt.  
                  
                  "Thanks," 
                  John said. "Why are you wearing those?" 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  want to slip," Scott said. 
                  
                  John 
                  touched the scar on his lip absently. "Good point." He got up 
                  and left, passing Virgil on the way in. 
                  
                  "You don't 
                  really mind, right?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "What?" 
                  Scott asked, pulling on his boots. 
                  
                  "That 
                  Dad's making me come with you." 
                  
                  "No. 
                  Listen, put on jeans and put your boots on." 
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  
                  "I'll tell 
                  you, but not until we're out of the house." 
                  
                  Virgil was 
                  out of Scott's room like a shot. Scott dug his knapsack out of 
                  his closet and checked to make sure that the rope he had 
                  stashed in their earlier was still there. He added the 
                  flashlight he always kept next to his bed, and shoved his 
                  Swiss army knife into his pocket. "John!" he yelled. 
                  
                  John stuck 
                  his head in. "I'm right here, Foghorn Leghorn. What?" 
                  
                  "Go steal 
                  a couple of bottles of water." 
                  
                  "Yeah. 
                  I've got my flashlight…do you think we need anything else?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  thought. "I think we're good." 
                  
                  John 
                  retreated. Virgil came in, wearing jeans and his hiking boots. 
                  "It's gonna be hot in these." 
                  
                  "Yeah, 
                  well, I don't want to take any chances." Scott said. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  started to ask what he meant, but then stopped. Scott could 
                  get a little testy after having to perform as Scott, the 
                  UberTracy, and Virgil didn't want him snapping at him. 
                  
                  
                   
                  
                  Chapter Seven 
                  
                  The three 
                  boys met up at the side of the house, and climbed over the 
                  fence that separated their property from the field behind it. 
                  It could be a muddy shortcut at times, but they could pick up 
                  the old access road faster that way.  
                  
                  They 
                  didn't say much. The July sun stared unblinkingly down at them 
                  from a cloudless expanse of pale, dry blue. The grass in the 
                  field behind the house had grown up to about knee high, and 
                  the air was thick with the smell of growing hay and the buzz 
                  of cicadas. There were a few white moths flitting over the 
                  heads of the grass, and large, dancing clouds of midges. 
                  
                  "Think 
                  that guy's staying for dinner?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook his head. "Nah. Dad never lets 'em." 
                  
                  "He does 
                  when we're at school." 
                  
                  "This is 
                  vacation." Scott meant their father's vacation. Jeff Tracy 
                  deposited the boys at his mother's house for the two months of 
                  their summer vacation, and tried to come out as much as he 
                  could, but it usually didn't amount to more than mostly long 
                  weekends, except for the two weeks he took at the end of July. 
                  They had this arrangement for as long as Scott could remember, 
                  although when he was much younger, their mother would stay the 
                  summer with them. "I'm surprised that guy's here at all. Must 
                  be something important." 
                  
                  "Dad's 
                  been pretty busy lately," Virgil said. 
                  
                  "He's 
                  always busy," Scott said. 
                  
                  "I mean 
                  more than usual." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  ducked instinctively as a dragonfly zoomed by his head. "So? 
                  He runs a giant company. He's busy." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  pulled up a long stalk of grass and stuck the end of it in his 
                  mouth. "I don't think he likes his work that much." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause as John and Scott looked at Virgil in surprise. 
                   
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  John asked. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  shrugged. "I don't know. He seems more…" he clenched his hand 
                  into a fist. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  frowned. "You know, that's a weird idea. I never even thought 
                  about it. I mean, Dad just plows ahead and does what he does. 
                  I have no idea if he likes it." 
                  
                  "He must 
                  like it," John said. "He spends all his time doing it. 
                  Remember Christmas?" 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Scott said. "But he was really sorry, remember?" 
                  
                  "Maybe I'm 
                  wrong," Virgil said. This was a particularly annoying 
                  conversational tactic of Virgil's: lob a grenade into the 
                  middle of the conversation, and then try to take it back. 
                  Scott and John looked at each other, and Scott rolled his 
                  eyes. 
                  
                  "Maybe 
                  he's finally making his play for total world domination," John 
                  said. "And it's got him a little on edge."  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  laughed. "But Dad's not evil," he pointed out. 
                   
                  
                  "Details." 
                  John gave a dismissive wave.  
                  
                  "Actually, 
                  if you think about it," Virgil said after a minute. "He's got 
                  general construction, aircraft and rocket construction…there 
                  could be some weapons contracts in there that we don't know 
                  about, and he does have all those WSP contacts. You might be 
                  onto something." 
                  
                  "WSP 
                  doesn't make weapons," John said, a little heatedly. 
                   
                  
                  "I don't 
                  think Dad would do anything with weapons," Scott said, looking 
                  out across the field. "It doesn't seem like him." 
                  
                  John 
                  started laughing.  
                  
                  "What?" 
                  
                  
                  "Just…you're right. He'd never make weapons. Never. Dad would 
                  think bombs are for people who…" he dropped his voice into his 
                  version of his father's. "Aren't using their heads right." He 
                  laughed again. "I mean, just imagine him meeting a general 
                  asking for some." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  finally got the picture and started laughing as well. " 'Go 
                  back there and tell that army to shape up before I have to go 
                  over there and talk to them myself.' " 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  looked back and forth between his two older brothers, and then 
                  shrugged. "There's the road."  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  gave John a look, and they both took off, racing towards the 
                  road. Scott continued at his own pace. It had to be over 
                  ninety degrees. He wasn't running anywhere. 
                  
                  "You guys 
                  are just going to have to wait," he called. The heat was 
                  making the figures of his brothers shimmer across the field. 
                  John's hair looked almost white in the sun as he raised his 
                  arms in victory. Virgil said something to John, but Scott 
                  couldn't make it out. It didn't seem like they were arguing, 
                  at least.  
                  
                  Scott drew 
                  closer and tossed Virgil a water bottle. Virgil downed half of 
                  it and handed the rest to his older brother, who finished it 
                  and stuck it back in Scott's knapsack as they walked. 
                  
                  "So…you 
                  going to tell me what's the big deal here?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "You know 
                  Andrew Clayton?" Scott said after a minute. 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Virgil said, without enthusiasm. He was Scott's age, a summer 
                  friend from when they were younger. He and Scott got along 
                  okay, but he was a bit of a bully and Virgil really didn't 
                  like him. He could tell when someone was teasing or actually 
                  had a vicious streak, and he thought Andrew was the latter. He 
                  had turned on Virgil a couple of times when they were younger, 
                  and he still held a grudge. 
                  
                  "He got 
                  arrested for stealing his father's car," John told him. 
                  
                  "Really?" 
                  That was fun news. "What happened?" 
                  
                  "It was 
                  something like the fifth time he took it so his father wanted 
                  to teach him a lesson and made him spend a couple of hours in 
                  jail." John got along with Andrew only marginally better than 
                  Virgil did. 
                  
                  "Anyway," 
                  Scott said. "He told me - before he got put in jail - that he 
                  and Tuffer Finch had gone up to Kelsey Point last week and 
                  found these…tunnels or pipes or tubes. They explored them a 
                  little, but didn't have flashlights or anything." 
                  
                  "What do 
                  you think they are?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "Well, it 
                  used to be a factory. They could be heating pipes or 
                  ventilation pipes. They could go all through the foundation. 
                  Andrew said they were big - you couldn't stand up in them, but 
                  you could crawl and still have a lot of headroom." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  chewed on his grass. "Okay." 
                  
                  They 
                  kicked along the road for a while. "Is there anything down 
                  there?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shrugged. John had moved off on his own a little and didn't 
                  seem to be listening. 
                  
                  "I doubt 
                  it." 
                  
                  "What do 
                  they lead to?" 
                  
                  "How 
                  should I know?" 
                  
                  "So why 
                  go?" 
                  
                  "Because 
                  it's exploring, stupid. I don't know what's down there and I 
                  want to know what is." Scott said with some asperity. 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Virgil said. They walked in silence for a moment, until Virgil 
                  said, "I'm just saying…it's probably not going to be that 
                  interesting." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  struggled for a moment for something to say, and finally burst 
                  out with, "It doesn't matter if it's interesting! Nobody's 
                  been down there!" 
                  
                  "Okay, 
                  okay," Virgil said. "Jeez." 
                  
                  "You don't 
                  have to go down in them," John said. "If you're too scared." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  pulled the piece of grass out of his mouth and tossed it aside 
                  without comment. 
                  
                  "There it 
                  is." Scott said. 
                  
                  John loved 
                  Kelsey Point. He knew that it was a result of poor land 
                  maintenance and criminal corporate behavior and all that, but 
                  he couldn't help it - the results were so jarring, and seemed 
                  to have a dark alien beauty all their own, like a forest after 
                  a fire. The land had been disrupted, but seemed to have worked 
                  out a balance on its own, and for some reason, John found that 
                  appealing. Their father had taken all of them on a swamp tour 
                  once a few years ago, and drifting though those dark waters 
                  between tall cypress trees laden with Spanish moss gave him 
                  the same feeling. He couldn't really articulate it, and 
                  wouldn't bother to try. 
                  
                  The road 
                  ended about a hundred feet from the factory. The boys had 
                  speculated on why before, but could never come up with a 
                  reason. They bashed their way through tall grass growing in 
                  large clumps, scaring up chipmunks, who bounded away from them 
                  like furry dolphins, flowing into tiny holes in the ground. 
                  
                  "I think 
                  all the chipmunks in Kansas must have get their start here," 
                  John said. "Like the forest in Brazil with all the monarch 
                  butterflies, or the eels in the Sargasso sea." 
                  
                  "Watch 
                  yourself, Scott." Virgil said sharply. Scott halted. 
                  
                  "I've been 
                  here five thousand times, and I still never come up to it 
                  right," Scott said. His two brothers joined him at the lip to 
                  the foundation. Virgil pointed across it. "We want to be 
                  there." 
                  
                  "I was 
                  trying to get to there," Scott said, a little annoyed. 
                  "It defies orientation, or something." 
                  
                  The 
                  foundation was about twenty feet deep, a hole in earth, as 
                  their father had said. Grass and weeds grew on the floor, and 
                  some sort of climbing vine had snaked its way up the side of 
                  the concrete wall they were now perched on top of. The lay of 
                  the land was pitched down slightly, resulting in, if you 
                  approached from the angle Scott had, coming up on what 
                  amounted to a cliff edge in the middle of the prairie. On the 
                  other side, the wall had eroded down to a slope that was steep 
                  but walkable. The floor of the foundation had a few different 
                  levels, so it looked a little like a city that had been long 
                  buried and forgotten. Scott liked climbing around in there - 
                  and so did a few other people, he thought, as he noticed the 
                  beer bottles and other trash on the ground. Behind the hole 
                  and a little to the east, the dry lake bed lay looking like an 
                  ancient, dusty cracked bowl. 
                  
                  "So where 
                  are these things?" John asked.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  chewed on his lip. "He didn't say." 
                  
                  "Okay." 
                  John said. "So…you think they're heating or venting pipes." 
                  
                  "So they 
                  could be anywhere," Virgil said. 
                  
                  "Well, 
                  yeah," Scott said. "But they would only break the surface at a 
                  couple of points, right? I mean, it's either an entrance or a 
                  terminus." 
                  
                  "So it 
                  would either be inside the factory or outside of it," John 
                  said. "That doesn't exactly narrow it down." 
                  
                  "Why don't 
                  we…" Virgil began. 
                  
                  "Shh. I'm 
                  thinking," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Why don't 
                  we just split up and look around?" Virgil directed his appeal 
                  to John, who looked at Scott. 
                  
                  "Yeah, 
                  Scott, why don't we just split up and look around?" 
                  
                  "I know 
                  there's a better way to do it," Scott said. "There's a way to 
                  figure it out." 
                  
                  "Sure, if 
                  we had blueprints or something," John said. "I'm going to 
                  check out by the lake." 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  think they're over there." Scott said. 
                  
                  "What if 
                  they were used to pump all those toxic chemicals into the 
                  lake?" John said cheerfully, walking backwards away from them. 
                  "I'm gonna catch me a three-headed frog." He turned around and 
                  headed east. 
                  
                  "He just 
                  likes the lake bed. It's like his own personal moon crater." 
                  Scott said. "All right. Virg, why don't you look in the 
                  foundation and I'll look around the perimeter." 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  sir," Virgil said. Scott gave him a look, but let it slide. 
                  
                  "You know, 
                  Greene's a lot harder than Sayerville," Scott said, as they 
                  picked their way around the edge of the factory. Virgil looked 
                  at his brother in surprise. 
                  
                  "So?"
                   
                  
                  "A lot 
                  harder." 
                  
                  "How dumb 
                  do you think I am?" Virgil asked.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  waved his hand. "It's not that. It's different. I mean, I 
                  think it's good that you're coming and everything, but I'm 
                  just trying to let you know, it's different. The kids are 
                  different." 
                  
                  "Like 
                  how?" 
                  
                  Scott took 
                  a breath and let it out. "Like, they're really…rich." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  shrugged. "So are we." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook his head. "It's different." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  made an exasperated sound. "Use your words, Scotty." That was 
                  something they were all supposed to say to Alan when he was a 
                  little kid and having a tantrum. Scott gave Virgil an annoyed 
                  shove, and then immediately grabbed his shirt collar and 
                  pulled him back towards him. 
                  
                  "Sorry." 
                  He had almost pushed Virgil over the wall. "I mean, yeah, 
                  they're like us in that they've all been a lot of places and 
                  their mothers or fathers all make a lot of money and they all, 
                  you know - have eight billion houses, but…they're kind of 
                  jerks, a lot of them." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  shrugged. That didn't sound so different from Sayerville.
                   
                  
                  "And the 
                  thing is? Greene's hard to get into. You remember all those 
                  tests you had to take. A lot of the kids wouldn't be able to 
                  get in if their parents hadn't bought the school a new library 
                  or something, and…they know it. These kids know that, 
                  and they completely don't care. I mean, Dad would cut off his 
                  arm before he let us get a free ride somewhere just because 
                  he's Jefferson Tracy, giant industrialist. Some of these kids 
                  are like, yeah, I flunked out of three schools and my dad 
                  called the headmaster here and told them he had to take me. 
                  They're almost proud of it." Scott bit his lip and narrowed 
                  his eyes. "Look, I think Dad's crazy a lot of the time with 
                  the stuff he makes us do, but at least he makes us do things. 
                  I want to do something hard after I graduate from college 
                  because it's hard to do. And I want to get into a good 
                  college because I worked really hard at a hard school - not 
                  because my father sends them a big check every year." 
                  
                  "I didn't 
                  think you wanted to go to Kansas State anyway," Virgil said. 
                  Scott looked at him.  
                  
                  "I'm being 
                  serious here," Scott said.  
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Virgil said. They had reached the edge of the foundation. 
                  
                  "Just…be 
                  careful who you hang out with at Greene. I'm going to be two 
                  grades above you and not really able to keep an eye on you." 
                  
                  "You don't 
                  need to." 
                  
                  "Yeah, I 
                  do." Scott said. He jerked his head towards the foundation 
                  floor. "Get moving." 
                  
                  John came 
                  ambling back. "Negative on the three-headed frogs, sir," he 
                  reported. "And I can't find anything that looks like a…" he 
                  tripped and disappeared behind a small tree with a grunt. 
                  Scott cracked up.  
                  
                  "You all 
                  right there, John?"  
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause. "Found it," John called. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  walked over to where John knelt on the ground. He could hear 
                  Virgil scrambling up the side of the foundation. 
                  
                  "Hm," 
                  Scott said thoughtfully. He knelt down next to John. 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  John agreed. Cool air brushed their faces. 
                  
                  
                   
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter Eight 
                  
                  The pipe, 
                  about three and a half feet in diameter, erupted out of the 
                  dirt like a submarine frozen breaking the surface. A thick 
                  layer of dirt lay just inside the mouth. Scott took his 
                  flashlight out as Virgil, slightly out of breath, dropped to 
                  the ground next to them.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  played the light down the length of the pipe. It went straight 
                  ahead for about fifty feet, but seemed to extend beyond the 
                  reach of the flashlight. 
                  
                  "You 
                  know," Scott said. "This goes somewhere." 
                  
                  "Well, 
                  obviously," John said. 
                  
                  "No, I 
                  mean it goes somewhere actually. There's a draft. If we follow 
                  this, we might wind up somewhere. There could be rooms in the 
                  foundation, or…" 
                  
                  "Or you 
                  could wind up dead," Virgil suggested. Two pairs of 
                  contemptuous blue eyes met his own. "Or not," he added. 
                  
                  "Don't be 
                  such a chicken," Scott said. "We'll be careful." He switched 
                  off the flashlight and shrugged off his knapsack. Virgil 
                  grabbed a bottle of water and opened it. Scott took out a 
                  length of rope. 
                  
                  "How long 
                  is that?" John asked. 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  know. A hundred feet? Maybe two hundred?" Scott said. "But I 
                  think we can sort of relay, you know what I mean?" 
                  
                  John 
                  nodded. "So who's point?" 
                  
                  "It really 
                  should be Virgil," Scott said. "He's the smallest." 
                  
                  "I can 
                  hear you, you know," Virgil said. He resealed the water bottle 
                  and put it back in Scott's knapsack. "And I'm not going first 
                  into that thing. Don't even try with the chicken. It's your 
                  idea - you guys can break your own necks." 
                  
                  "God, 
                  you're turning into Dad," John said. 
                  
                  "No, 
                  actually, he's turning into Grandma," Scott said. "Dad would 
                  jump at the chance to be first." He handed the rope to John. 
                  "But you should do it. I feel safer if Virgil and I anchor you 
                  than if you and him anchor me. No offense. And besides - 
                  you're smaller and have less chance of getting stuck." 
                  
                  John took 
                  the rope. "Whatever. Give me the flashlight." He switched it 
                  on and started cautiously into the tunnel. 
                  
                  "Stop," 
                  Scott said. John halted. 
                  
                  "Tie it 
                  around your waist," Scott said. "Seriously. This thing could 
                  just drop down." 
                  
                  "That's a 
                  nice thought," John said. He tied the rope around his waist 
                  and knotted it with a double knot. "Okay?" 
                  
                  "Okay."
                   
                  
                  John 
                  continued down the tunnel. Scott let the rope play out of his 
                  hands. Virgil reached over and grabbed the very end and shook 
                  it free from the coil.  
                  
                  "It's 
                  cooler in here," John's voice floated back to them. "It's 
                  actually pretty nice." 
                  
                  Scott was 
                  already following him inside. "Hey John, slow down." 
                  
                  "Oh, stop 
                  being such a scoutmaster," John said. Scott planted himself on 
                  his knees and pulled the rope back. 
                  
                  "Ow! Cut 
                  it out!" 
                  
                  "Slow 
                  down, I mean it!" Scott said, but his voice was edged with 
                  laughter. Still, he wanted John to be careful. When John had 
                  an audience, he had a tendency to push a dare forward in a way 
                  that he wouldn't normally if it was just a one-on-one 
                  situation.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked behind him. Virgil was only about ten feet inside the 
                  tunnel, and Scott could see his outline clearly against the 
                  light from outside. "Virgil, don't come in any further just 
                  yet, okay?" he said. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  raised his hand.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  estimated that he was about fifteen feet away from Virgil. 
                  John was just an intermittent bouncing beam of light ahead. 
                  Then the light disappeared. 
                  
                  "Scott," 
                  John said. 
                  
                  "Yeah?" 
                  
                  "Come 
                  here." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  followed the rope with his hands, duckwalking down the tunnel. 
                  The light from the entrance was fading fast, and in a few more 
                  feet he was in total blackness.  
                  
                  "Give me 
                  some light," he said. 
                  
                  The beam 
                  played at his feet. The floor of the pipe was a smooth, dry 
                  cement, with just a light coating of fine dirt that eddied in 
                  the light. He reached John, who was sitting on the floor of 
                  the tunnel. "Check it out," he said. 
                  
                  The tunnel 
                  turned sharply to the left, and began a sharp descent 
                  downward.  
                  
                  "Hmm." 
                  Scott said. 
                  
                  "So, I'm 
                  thinking…I'm very glad you brought this rope." John scrabbled 
                  around on the ground until he found a pebble and chucked it 
                  down the pipe. They could hear it plinking down the pipe until 
                  the sound faded away. 
                  
                  "Did it 
                  hit anything?" Scott asked. 
                  
                  John 
                  shrugged. "It didn't hit water, at least." 
                  
                  "Yeah, but 
                  if this just goes down…" 
                  
                  "You said 
                  it yourself, it has to go somewhere." 
                  
                  "That's 
                  true," Scott said.  
                  
                  "Of 
                  course, you don't know what you're talking about." 
                  
                  "Also 
                  true." Scott agreed.  
                  
                  "Scott!" 
                  Virgil voice came bouncing down the tunnel. 
                  
                  "Yeah?" 
                  Scott half turned around. He could still see his brother 
                  silhouetted against the opening. 
                  
                  "All 
                  right, you've got to call back to me every five minutes," 
                  Virgil said. "I can't see you." 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Scott said. "Virg, come in more. We need more rope." 
                  
                  He could 
                  hear his younger brother muttering mutinously as he moved in. 
                  
                  "You don't 
                  have to go down," Scott told John. 
                  
                  John was 
                  looking down the tunnel. "It's all right," he said. He took 
                  the flashlight from Scott and shone it down into the darkness. 
                  "I bet it levels off pretty quickly." 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Scott said. "I'm just thinking…if Dad has to call the fire 
                  department or whoever to come and dig you out of there…" 
                  
                  John 
                  smiled, a quick gleam in the darkness. "You've got the rope," 
                  he said. He stuck his flashlight in his teeth. "I'm ready," he 
                  said, mangling it slightly as he spoke around the flashlight. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  wrapped the rope around his palm and the back of his upper 
                  arm. John nodded, and cautiously began navigating down the 
                  pipe. He had one arm out to the side and one arm over his 
                  head, and seemed to be able to anchor himself somewhat. 
                   
                  
                  He heard 
                  Virgil moving down the tunnel, and turned to see him coming up 
                  behind him. His brother pushed him to one side slightly so he 
                  could see. 
                  
                  "Whoa," 
                  Virgil said softly. "John went down there?" 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Scott said. He could feel the weight on the rope increasing. 
                  He couldn't see the light anymore.  
                  
                  "Don't go 
                  too fast," Scott called down the tunnel. He heard what was 
                  either "all right," or "shut up" float back up to him. 
                   
                  
                  "He's out 
                  of his mind," Virgil said. "You know, there isn't anything 
                  down there." He was tying the rope around his waist. 
                  
                  "So what." 
                  Scott said.  
                  
                  "So what's 
                  the point? He's just going to have to come back." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  rolled his eyes. "Forget it." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause. 
                  
                  "And 
                  you're the one who's supposed to keep us out of trouble," 
                  Virgil muttered. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  snorted lightly, but whether it was at the fact that he was 
                  unsuited for the job or felt the job was ridiculous Virgil 
                  couldn't tell. Lately, Virgil had become aware of the 
                  responsibility that was on Scott. He had always known that it 
                  was up to his oldest brother to make sure they didn't lose a 
                  hand lighting off m-80s or drown in the swimming pool or - on 
                  one memorable occasion , throw a three-year-old Alan off the 
                  back porch - but he hadn't realized that when they did 
                  something wrong when Scott was supposed to make sure they 
                  didn't, Scott seemed to get in trouble along with the 
                  troublemaker. Like he was accountable. Virgil hadn't known 
                  that. He didn't think it was fair, especially because in his 
                  opinion, Gordon and Alan were borderline insane. He wasn't 
                  really sure what to do about it, though. He had thought about 
                  talking to John about it, but John wasn't very easy to talk 
                  to, lately. 
                  
                  "That was 
                  weird, at lunch, was he said about Greene." Virgil said. 
                  
                  "It wasn't 
                  very smart," Scott said, after a minute. He could feel 
                  Virgil's questioning look. "He doesn't want to go back to 
                  Greene, but he can't figure out how to ask Dad about it, so 
                  instead he's complaining about the school, which Dad 
                  doesn't…it's the wrong way to go about it." 
                  
                  "He 
                  doesn't want to go back to Greene?"  
                  
                  "Yeah. 
                  Don't tell him I told you, and don't tell the kids." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  loved it when he wasn't one of the kids. "I wouldn't." 
                  
                  "Give me 
                  some more rope," Scott said. "You okay, John?" 
                  
                  A curt 
                  sound bounced up. 
                  
                  "He's 
                  pretty deep," Scott said. He unwound the rope from around his 
                  arm and began letting more out. "He's really leaning on the 
                  rope now." 
                  
                  "Is it 
                  because I'm going?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  "What? No. 
                  Why would you think that?" 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  shrugged. Scott shook his head at him, forgetting Virgil 
                  couldn't see it. 
                  
                  "No. 
                  There's some school in Colorado he wants to go to - actually, 
                  there's a school in New York that he really wants to go 
                  to, but he figures Dad will never let him, and he's probably 
                  right, so he's going to try to convince him to let him go to 
                  the one in Boulder." 
                  
                  "What's so 
                  great about the school in Boulder?" 
                  
                  "He says 
                  it has all these advanced science and math classes that Greene 
                  doesn't have." 
                  
                  Something 
                  in Scott's voice caught Virgil's attention. "But you don't 
                  think that's the reason?" 
                  
                  "I think 
                  it's part of the reason." Scott said after a minute. "Back up 
                  a bit." He moved away from the edge of the tunnel a little, 
                  around the corner. 
                  
                  "What's 
                  the rest of the reason?" 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause. "I think he want to be on his own…" he said 
                  distractedly. "John, you all right?" 
                  
                  Nothing 
                  came back up. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  leaned around the corner. "John!" he called. 
                  
                  "What?" 
                  John's voice came back, faint. 
                  
                  "Come back 
                  up!" Scott called. 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause. Virgil leaned closer to the entrance. 
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  they heard dimly. 
                  
                  Scott gave 
                  a short laugh. "He's like a mile deep," he muttered. "Get up 
                  here, now!" he yelled. The last syllable bounced off the walls 
                  and Virgil could feel his inner ear shake. 
                  
                  "I think 
                  they heard you in 
                  China," 
                  Virgil said. "Holy cow." He rubbed his ear. From below, they 
                  could hear John yelling something. He sounded annoyed. 
                  
                  "Sorry 
                  about that," Scott said. He started to laugh in spite of 
                  himself. "I bet…" he stopped, yanked forward on his knees, 
                  banging his head against one side of the tunnel. "What…back 
                  up, Virgil. John!" 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  scrambled backwards. "What?" 
                  
                  Scott was 
                  pulling frantically on the rope. "John! Are you okay?" 
                  
                  "What 
                  happened?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  Scott put 
                  a hand behind him and pushed Virgil backwards. Virgil landed 
                  on his elbow and stared in confusion at where he thought his 
                  brother was. 
                  
                  "John!" 
                  
                  
                  "Scott…I'm 
                  not on the line anymore." John's voice came up to them. Virgil 
                  felt a sudden chill. 
                  
                  
                    
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Nine 
                  
                  "I know," 
                  Scott said. "Can you get back up on your own?" 
                   
                  
                  "I don't 
                  know." John called back. "I…don't know if I should try." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause as Scott digested this.  
                  
                  "How far 
                  down is he?" Virgil asked.  
                  
                  "How far 
                  down are you?" Scott called. 
                  
                  "Pretty 
                  far," came the answer. Scott guessed that John didn't have a 
                  lot of time to turn around and come back up before the rope 
                  broke or John let go of it, or whatever happened. 
                  
                  "Why 
                  doesn't he just climb back up?" Virgil asked. Scott turned his 
                  head and spoke quietly. 
                  
                  "Because 
                  he had nothing to hold onto, and he's afraid of slipping. 
                  That's my guess." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  wondered how Scott could be so calm. His own heart was 
                  pounding so hard he could almost hear it echoing in the empty 
                  tunnel.  
                  
                  "What are 
                  you going to do?" he asked Scott. 
                  
                  "Shut up 
                  and let me think." 
                  
                  "If he 
                  falls…" 
                  
                  "Virgil, 
                  I'm telling you to shut your mouth." Scott spoke quietly 
                  enough, but Virgil subsided. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  swiftly tied a loop in the end of the rope. 
                  
                  "John, I'm 
                  going to throw you the rope," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  John's voice floated back up. "Hurry up." 
                  
                  His voice 
                  sounded strained. Scott wondered if he was hurt. He tossed the 
                  knotted end of the rope down the tunnel. He shook the end so 
                  it would slide. 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  have it?" Scott called. 
                  
                  "No." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook the rope some more. "Howabout now?" 
                  
                  "No!" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  turned to Virgil. "Grab one of those water bottles. I think we 
                  need something to weight the end." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  turned around and began crawling as fast as he could to the 
                  opening of the tunnel. He blinked as he stuck his head outside 
                  - the sunlight shining on the field seemed painfully naïve. 
                  Virgil grabbed Scott's knapsack and headed back into the 
                  darkness. 
                  
                  "Scott," 
                  John's voice came bouncing up the tunnel. 
                  
                  "Yeah?" 
                  
                  "You need 
                  to hurry up." 
                  
                  "Are you 
                  hurt?" 
                  
                  "No. You 
                  need to hurry up," John repeated. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  reached Scott and pressed the water bottle into Scott's hands. 
                  Scott knotted the rope around it and tossed it down the 
                  tunnel. He could feel it sliding endlessly down into the 
                  darkness, the vibrations playing up into his hands, until it 
                  stopped. 
                  
                  "John? Do 
                  you have it?" 
                  
                  "No," John 
                  said. 
                  
                  "You're 
                  farther down than the rope," Scott called. 
                  
                  "I know 
                  that!" John yelled. 
                  
                  "You 
                  should have said something!" Scott bellowed back. 
                  
                  "I didn't 
                  want to scare you guys!" John shouted. 
                  
                  "We're 
                  already scared, John!" Virgil yelled, and they could hear John 
                  laughing. 
                  
                  "Don't 
                  make me laugh," John called after a minute. "I mean it." 
                  
                  "John…can 
                  you tell us what happened?" Scott called. 
                  
                  "I'll tell 
                  you when I'm up there," John said. "Just hurry up and get me 
                  out of here." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  resisted the urge to yell "How?" down the shaft. He understood 
                  why John was trying not to scare them - Scott was trying to do 
                  the same thing. Scared people were unpredictable, and that 
                  could be dangerous. 
                  
                  "Should I 
                  go get Dad?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  Yes, that 
                  was exactly what Scott wanted. He wished more than anything 
                  that his father was here right now, able to take charge, able 
                  to fix everything. Maybe it was childish, but Scott felt that 
                  nothing really bad could happen if their father was in charge. 
                  But even if Virgil ran back to the house at full speed - which 
                  he couldn't do in this heat anyway - it would still take him 
                  around an hour. Factor in another fifteen minutes for their 
                  father to mobilize and call whoever it was that dug idiots out 
                  of underground pipes, it could almost be two hours before John 
                  got out. Scott was sure that John was in a more dire 
                  predicament than he was letting on - he could hear it in his 
                  voice, even distorted. And there was no way in hell he was 
                  going to let anything happen to John. 
                  
                  They 
                  didn't have a choice, as he saw it.  
                  
                  "That's 
                  plan B," he told Virgil. 
                  
                  "I really 
                  think it should be plan A." Virgil said. 
                  
                  Scott took 
                  a breath. "I know. But I'm not sure we have the time." 
                  
                  "Scott…if 
                  the three of us get trapped down there…" 
                  
                  "It's not 
                  going to happen." Scott said firmly. "Both of us aren't going 
                  to go down. That would be stupid." 
                  
                  "This 
                  whole thing is stupid!" Virgil said. He was on the edge of 
                  full-blown panic. Scott had been briefly entertaining the idea 
                  of sending Virgil down - he'd rather have more weight at the 
                  top, but looking at him now, he thought maybe that wasn't the 
                  brightest idea.  
                  
                  "It's 
                  going to be okay," Scott told him, a little automatically. 
                  "You're all right." 
                  
                  "I'm not 
                  worried about me," Virgil said angrily. 
                  
                  "Well, you 
                  worry about you, and I'll worry about John," Scott said. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  gave him a skeptical look, and that made Scott feel better.
                   
                  
                  "Make sure 
                  that rope is tied tight," Scott told him. He gave the end a 
                  tug, and Virgil examined the knot. "It feels okay," he said. 
                  
                  Scott tied 
                  the other end around his own waist. "Okay, listen to me. I 
                  want you to stay around the corner, and brace yourself against 
                  the wall with your feet. Towards the end, John was really 
                  leaning on the rope, and I weigh more than him, and you, so 
                  it's really important that you not get pulled down on top of 
                  us, okay?" 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  nodded. 
                  
                  "If you 
                  feel yourself sliding, you yell and I'll stop, okay?" 
                  
                  "Okay." 
                  
                  "Listen to 
                  me. If there is the slightest doubt that you can hold on, yell 
                  and I'll come back up. You can't let me fall." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  nodded. If Scott fell, or slid, he'd knock John further down 
                  the tunnel, maybe further than could be reached. The thought 
                  was sickening, and he pushed it from his mind as he crawled 
                  backwards around the corner, and braced himself best he could. 
                  
                  "All 
                  right," Scott said. "Hey, John?" 
                  
                  "Yeah?" 
                  
                  "I'm 
                  coming down." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause, and then John said, "Okay." Even with the distortion 
                  from the echo, Scott thought John sounded reluctant. Scott 
                  smiled to himself. It sounded so classic John, prickly about 
                  his privacy. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  nodded to Virgil, and then started down the tunnel. His hiking 
                  boots were giving him good traction on the floor of the pipe, 
                  although the total darkness was unsettling. 
                  
                  "John, can 
                  you shine your flashlight up?" he called. 
                  
                  "No," John 
                  said shortly. "I don't have it anymore." Scott began to move 
                  as fast as he dared, but the darkness was oppressive and he 
                  kept having this image of kicking John away from him. John 
                  sounded so far away. 
                  
                  "Are you 
                  sliding down?" he asked. 
                  
                  "No. Stop 
                  asking stupid questions." 
                  
                  It was 
                  growing colder and colder as Scott moved down the pipe. The 
                  cold in a way was helping, keeping him focused, because the 
                  darkness was so total and John's voice was just a disembodied 
                  vibration fluttering around his head.  
                  
                  "Well, I 
                  need to know where you are," Scott said. "So you need to keep 
                  talking." 
                  
                  "There's 
                  not a whole lot of air down here," John said. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  stopped for a moment. That had never occurred to him. The 
                  complete and total idiocy of this venture hit him over the 
                  head once more. He was supposed to be the sensible one, the 
                  one who was supposed to keep his brothers out of trouble and 
                  in one piece. Virgil had shown more sense this entire time, 
                  and Scott had called him chicken. If anything happened to John 
                  because of him…Scott pushed himself forward. 
                   
                  
                  "Okay, 
                  John," he heard himself say. "You just hang on, and let me 
                  know when it sounds like I'm close to you." 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  John said. "You keep talking." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  braced himself his hands and slowed down more to stop himself 
                  from sliding. The incline was increasing much faster than he 
                  expected. Maybe John had just lost his grip and slid. "What do 
                  you want to talk about?" 
                  
                  John 
                  started laughing, and then shouted, "Don't make me laugh, 
                  Scott! I'm not kidding!" 
                  
                  "I'm 
                  really not trying to make you laugh," Scott said. He could 
                  hear John laughing in response. 
                  
                  "That 
                  wasn't even funny," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Shut up!" 
                  John said. He was still laughing.  
                  
                  Scott's 
                  boots were sliding a little on the floor, and he was bracing 
                  himself as hard as he could, slowing his descent down to a 
                  minute crawl. The tunnel was a long black tube of forever. He 
                  cursed himself for ever coming up with this idea. 
                  
                  "Virgil!" 
                  He yelled. "You okay?" 
                  
                  "Yeah! 
                  Fine!" Virgil's voice sounded high and strained. 
                  
                  John 
                  laughed some more. 
                  
                  "John, 
                  you're freaking me out a little," Scott said. He had seen John 
                  do this a few times - last year, at school, a student had been 
                  killed in a drunk driving accident. There was a solemn 
                  assembly to tell the students, and John, who knew the student 
                  fairly well, had to leave the auditorium because he couldn't 
                  make himself stop laughing. 
                  
                  "Sorry," 
                  John said.  
                  
                  The tunnel 
                  was now so steep that Scott was inching down, and gripping the 
                  walls hard with the palms of his hands. He was aware of the 
                  rope digging into his waist…and then he stopped. He had 
                  reached the end of the line. 
                  
                  
                   
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter Ten 
                  
                  "John?" 
                  Scott said tentatively.  
                  
                  "Yeah?" 
                  
                  He sounded 
                  so close. Scott felt relief flood his body.  
                  
                  "Hey, 
                  you're here," John said. 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  Scott said. Clinging to the walls of the tunnel with all his 
                  might, trying to spare Virgil his full weight. Now he 
                  completely understood why John was afraid to move. 
                   
                  
                  "Please 
                  tell me you're tied to Virgil," John said. 
                  
                  "I'm tied 
                  to Virgil." Scott said. "What are you holding onto?" 
                  
                  "Nothing," 
                  John said. "Can you come down farther? Where are you?" 
                  
                  "I can't 
                  see you." Scott said. John laughed curtly.  
                  
                  "Listen, 
                  I'm going to move my leg out. See if you can grab it." 
                  
                  "Okay…just 
                  do it real slow, okay?"  
                  
                  "Check." 
                  Scott began to slowly extend his leg, although the angle was 
                  throwing him off balance. He moved one hand to above his head.
                   
                  
                  "You're 
                  too far away," John said. "I can hear you…you're about ten 
                  feet away. I think." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  pulled his leg back. "I'm out of rope." He felt better in a 
                  more secure position.  
                  
                  John 
                  didn't say anything. He just let out a tired breath. "I wish 
                  Dad was here." 
                  
                  "So do I." 
                  Scott said fervently. 
                  
                  "You 
                  should go up and get him. Get help." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  squinted, trying futilely to see his younger brother in the 
                  darkness. "Can you hold on that long?" 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  have a choice, do I?" John said. "But the longer we sit here…" 
                  
                  "Hey, calm 
                  down," Scott said softly. 
                  
                  John was 
                  quiet for a moment. "Scott, please get me out of here," he 
                  said. He sounded defeated. Scott felt a sickening dread bloom 
                  in his stomach. 
                  
                  "Virgil!" 
                  he yelled. 
                  
                  "Jesus, 
                  you're loud," John muttered to himself. 
                  
                  "Yeah?" he 
                  could hear Virgil's voice sounding very far away. 
                  "I need more line." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause. Scott felt the rope around his waist stop tugging as 
                  more slack was created. He inched down about a foot. 
                  
                  "He had 
                  more line?" John wondered aloud. 
                  
                  "He 
                  probably just moved closer to the opening," Scott said. He 
                  slowly stretched out his leg again, immediately feeling off 
                  balance. "Hang on a sec. Virgil! Get ready!" 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  called down something, Scott couldn't really tell what. He 
                  slowly moved until he was lying on his back, and then turned 
                  so he was sideways in the tunnel. His chin was pressed into 
                  his chest, but he could carefully untie the rope from around 
                  his waist and retie it around his ankle, above the top of his 
                  hiking boot. He had no idea if this was the right thing to do, 
                  but he just wanted to get as close to his brother as possible. 
                  His head was spinning slightly, and he was getting out of 
                  breath. John was right - there wasn't a lot of air down here. 
                  They didn't have too much time. 
                  
                  Satisfied 
                  that the knot around his ankle was secure, he slowly 
                  maneuvered until he was lying face down on his stomach. He 
                  began crawling forward, his right arm extended in front of 
                  him. 
                  
                  "What are 
                  you doing?" John said, right as Scott's fingertips brushed his 
                  face. He jumped and sucked his breath in sharply. 
                  
                  "Is that 
                  you?" Scott asked. 
                  
                  "No, it's 
                  one of the fifteen other people stuck down here with me." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  began waving his arm around until he found John's shoulder and 
                  then his arm. He gripped it tightly. "Okay?" 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  John said. Having Scott down here, something solid and real in 
                  the darkness, made him feel immeasurably better. Sometimes, at 
                  school, John felt invisible beside his brother, who was simply 
                  and miraculously at complete ease with himself and anyone who 
                  came in contact with him. It was a personality trait so 
                  lacking in John that sometimes he shared in the common 
                  surprise of the other students when they found that the reason 
                  he and Scott had the same last name was because they were 
                  related. Usually, John didn't care too much about that - 
                  anonymity had its own subversive rewards - but he had been 
                  thinking it would be relatively easy for him to slip further 
                  down, to swallowed up by this oppressive blackness. The 
                  problem with being an observer, he realized, is that nothing 
                  changes if you're not there to watch. Unless you were a 
                  subatomic particle. But, with Scott here, he felt almost safe. 
                  Scott was just too invested in his own life to disappear. 
                  
                  The two of 
                  them hung there for a moment, not saying anything. 
                   
                  
                  "So…" John 
                  said. "How's it going?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  started to chuckle. "I'm having a blast. You?" 
                  
                  "You know, 
                  Dad's going to crucify me. First the roof, and now this? I'm 
                  not going to see the light of day until I'm twenty." 
                  
                  "Maybe he 
                  won't find out." 
                  
                  "Like you 
                  can lie to him. Can you grab my other arm?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  stretched out his other arm and hit John in the face, judging 
                  by the yelp. "Sorry." 
                  
                  John just 
                  growled.  
                  
                  Scott got 
                  a hold of his shoulder. "You're not having a very good day, 
                  are you." 
                  
                  John 
                  started laughing again. "Don't make me laugh! I can't hold on 
                  if I laugh!" 
                  
                  "Shh…I got 
                  you. Take a deep breath." 
                  
                  "Of what?" 
                  John asked, but Scott had managed to calm him down. 
                  
                  "John, do 
                  you think you can climb over me?" he asked. 
                  
                  "What?" 
                  
                  
                  "Just…climb over me up to the rope. I've got to get turned 
                  around before I get up and I don't think Virgil can pull us 
                  up." 
                  
                  "Yeah…I 
                  can try." John sounded doubtful, and Scott raised his head and 
                  stared impatiently into the darkness. 
                  
                  "Or we 
                  could just hang out here for a while," Scott said. "Come on! 
                  Get up here." 
                  
                  "It's not 
                  that…it's just I don't have anything to push off of. The pipe 
                  drops down here, and I'm half off it." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  stared uncomprehending ahead of him. The darkness was playing 
                  tricks on his eyes, making him see odd amorphous blurs of dark 
                  red and purple. "What…what are you saying?" 
                  
                  "Remember 
                  that vertical drop you warned me about? Well, I found it." 
                  
                  Scott just 
                  lay there with his mouth half open for a moment. "When were 
                  you going to tell me?" 
                  
                  "When we 
                  got up there," John said. 
                  
                  "What the 
                  hell is wrong with you?" 
                  
                  "What 
                  would the point of it be?" John asked calmly. "Either way, you 
                  knew I couldn't get out myself. You wouldn't have done 
                  anything different, would you?" 
                  
                  "You 
                  should have told me," Scott said. "It's just…you should have 
                  told me! That's what you do in a situation like this."
                   
                  
                  "You know, 
                  just because you think something is the right thing to do 
                  doesn't mean it is." John told him.  
                  
                  Scott put 
                  his head down on the cold floor of the tunnel and groaned in 
                  exasperation. 
                  
                  
                   
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter Eleven 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook his head in disbelief. "You have really warped 
                  priorities, you know that?" he bit out. He tightened his grip 
                  on his brother and started trying to inch himself backwards. 
                  He could feel John trying to squirm himself upwards. "Stop 
                  moving," he said curtly.  
                  
                  "I'm 
                  trying to help," John said. He sounded short of breath. 
                  
                  "You're 
                  making it hard to hold onto you." 
                  
                  They both 
                  lay still for moment, breathing hard. 
                  
                  "I'm 
                  getting sort of dizzy," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Yeah," 
                  John said.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  closed his eyes and opened them again. No difference. Tendrils 
                  of panic began to push at his mind. Being stuck down here for 
                  hours. Slowly suffocating. He couldn't let himself think like 
                  this. 
                  
                  "You know 
                  what's weird?" John said. "This is basically the complete 
                  opposite of outer space, but it's actually pretty similar. 
                  Complete and total darkness. No oxygen." 
                  
                  "John…" 
                  
                  "No stars, 
                  though. But I am seeing all these cool patterns. Like the 
                  patterns behind your eyelids, except my eyes are open. Not 
                  that it makes a difference." 
                  
                  "Shhh…" 
                  Scott said. John was quiet for a moment. 
                  
                  "How long 
                  do you think it would take for Dad to notice that we haven't 
                  come back?" 
                  
                  "You mean 
                  to start worrying? I don't know. Not until dinnertime, 
                  probably." Scott said. Hours. The rest of the day. 
                  
                  "I think 
                  you should go and get Dad," John said. 
                  
                  "I'm not 
                  leaving you down here by yourself," Scott said. He hear John 
                  let out his breath in exasperation. 
                  
                  "It's 
                  either me down here with the chance of us getting rescued or 
                  both of us down here with no chance," John said. "I vote for 
                  the first one." 
                  
                  "Can you 
                  hold on that long?" Scott asked. 
                  
                  "Sure," 
                  John said, but there was the briefest of hesitations. Scott 
                  shook his head. 
                  
                  "No way. 
                  I'm not leaving you to die down here." 
                  
                  John 
                  snorted. "Don't be so dramatic. I'm not going to die." 
                   
                  
                  "You can't 
                  hold on for an hour or more," Scott told him. 
                  
                  "What 
                  is it with you?" John exploded. "Just because you can't do 
                  something doesn't mean nobody else can do it! If I have to 
                  hold on for five hours, I'll hold on! And if you think I 
                  can't, then why didn't you do the smart thing and go get some 
                  help instead of coming down here thinking you're Superman or 
                  something?"  
                  
                  "Well 
                  excuse me for trying to save your stupid life!" 
                   
                  
                  "Who's 
                  saved?" John retorted. "If you hadn't…Scott!" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  could feel him lurch downward. One shoulder slipped out of his 
                  grasp and he lunged his arm forward and grabbed a handful of 
                  John's hair. John stopped sliding and Scott tightened the grip 
                  on his shoulder. He could feel John trembling. 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  John whispered. "I'm sorry." 
                  
                  "Shh." 
                  Scott said. "I got you." 
                  
                  Tears were 
                  beginning to form at the corners of John's eyes. He felt like 
                  his hair was being pulled out by the roots, but he was more 
                  worried about the fact that he was more over the bend of the 
                  pipe than on it. He scrabbled his feet frantically on the pipe 
                  until he found the tiniest bit of purchase. He began to try to 
                  push himself up, squeezing the air out of his lungs as he did 
                  so. "Pull," he gritted out to Scott, who began pulling as hard 
                  as he dared. 
                  
                  It was 
                  excruciating going. John felt like he was moving a millimeter 
                  at a time, and it wasn't getting any easier to breathe. His 
                  scalp was on fire. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he could 
                  hear some echoes coming from above, indistinct and muddy. 
                  
                  "What's 
                  that?" 
                  
                  "Virgil," 
                  Scott said. He sounded very far away. 
                  
                  He was 
                  going to have to apologize to Virgil, John though dimly. Or at 
                  least tell him that he had been right. He'll like that. 
                  
                  Suddenly, 
                  heard strange sound, a bit like ice cracking, and his foot 
                  seemed to sink into the pipe. He had a foothold. He put all of 
                  his weight on it and heaved himself upward, only then thinking 
                  that he probably should have tested it first, but then he was 
                  lying half on top of his brother, one knee on the floor of the 
                  tunnel. 
                  
                  "Ow!" 
                  Scott's face smacked into the floor of the pipe. He heard a 
                  crack somewhere inside his head. He couldn't breathe. He could 
                  feel various organs being squashed as his brother scrambled 
                  incautiously over his back. He raised his head and touched his 
                  face. His head was spinning and his fingertips were wet. 
                  
                  "Virgil, 
                  hold tight!" he could hear John calling, and the sounds of him 
                  moving away. Well, hang on a second, he thought to 
                  himself confusedly. I'm still here. His mouth tasted 
                  metallic and gritty. He'd just rest a minute. 
                  
                  
                   
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter Twelve 
                  
                  Virgil was 
                  having breathing trouble of his own. He was sideways to the 
                  entrance of the tunnel, legs braced against the far wall, but 
                  the rope was cutting into his stomach, even as he pulled 
                  against the weight at the end. It had suddenly doubled, 
                  cutting into his sore hands. He knew it was a good sign, 
                  because it meant that John was on the line, but he was afraid 
                  that he was going to dislocate his shoulders if they didn't 
                  get up here soon.  
                  
                  He could 
                  hear someone coming up the pipe. He took a painful breath. 
                  "Scott…is John okay?" 
                  
                  "John's 
                  fine," John said. He was coming out of the tunnel so fast he 
                  collided with Virgil and knocked him to one side. He didn't 
                  stop to apologize, just straddled him and began hauling on the 
                  rope. 
                  
                  "Where's 
                  Scott?" Virgil asked, dazed. 
                  
                  "Shut up 
                  and pull," John said. Virgil wriggled out from under his 
                  brother and reached out to pull. It was like dragging up an 
                  anchor, Virgil thought. Dead weight. The impact of that 
                  thought hit him and just as he was opening his mouth they 
                  heard Scott's voice call, "Stop!" 
                  
                  They 
                  stopped. They could feel him moving at the end of the rope, 
                  and then a pull as he started to climb up on his own. 
                  
                  "He turned 
                  around," John told Virgil, who just stared at the opening, 
                  waiting. In a few minutes they could feel their brother emerge 
                  from the tunnel. 
                  
                  John had 
                  already turned around and was scrambling for the entrance. 
                  Scott and Virgil followed, and the three boys clambered out 
                  into the field. 
                  
                  Scott shut 
                  his eyes against the sunlight. Everything looked overexposed 
                  and flat, two-dimensional. The heat of the day enveloped him 
                  like a pair of hands, but he was shivering slightly. He could 
                  still felt the echo of the cold in limbs. He slithered out of 
                  the tunnel and flipped over onto his back. 
                  
                  Virgil's 
                  face appeared over his, concern etched on his features. "You 
                  okay? Your lip is bleeding." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  licked his lips and tasted blood. He blinked at Virgil for a 
                  moment. "John stepped on me," he told him. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  drew his eyebrows together, and raised his head to look up for 
                  a moment, then returned his gaze to Scott. "Maybe you should 
                  sit up?" he suggested, sounding unsure. 
                  
                  Scott sat 
                  up, pulling his knees up. He rested his forehead on his knees 
                  for a moment, hands gripping his hair. He almost felt like 
                  crying. Strange. He tried to remember the last time he cried. 
                  Not something he did often. Alan used to cry if you so much as 
                  looked at him cross-eyed. It was still pretty easy to make 
                  him. Gordon was more of a screamer than a cryer. Virgil 
                  wasn't. Scott couldn't remember if John was or not. He pulled 
                  his hands out of his hair, raised his head, and saw Virgil, 
                  palefaced, watching him. "Where's John?" 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  just pointed. Scott swiveled around. John was standing about 
                  fifteen feet away, staring across the field, hugging his arms.
                   
                  
                  "Is he 
                  okay?" Virgil asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked at Virgil, and then back down at his hand. There were 
                  long blond strands of hair twined around his fingers. That's 
                  right. John didn't cry; he laughed. Scott shuddered, and shook 
                  the hair off his hand violently.  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  decided he'd better see if John was all right, and walked over 
                  to him. 
                  
                  John 
                  didn't look at him as he approached. Virgil touched his arm 
                  lightly. "Hey. You okay?" 
                  
                  John shook 
                  his head, but didn't look at him. Virgil stood there 
                  uncertainly, not sure what to do. 
                  
                  "What time 
                  is it?" John asked after a minute. 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  looked at his watch. "Quarter to three." 
                  
                  John 
                  laughed a hard laugh at that. Virgil could see he was 
                  trembling slightly. He heard footsteps, and saw Scott walking 
                  towards them, looking more alert. 
                  
                  "Hey," he 
                  said. John turned to look at them both. His face was streaked 
                  with dust and his eyes were very wide and a little glassy. 
                  Scott put his hand on the back of his neck. "Come on. We 
                  should get home." 
                  
                  They 
                  started walking towards the access road. Virgil trailed a 
                  little ways behind them. He realized they had left Scott's 
                  knapsack inside the tunnel, but decided not to say anything.
                   
                  
                  This is 
                  exactly how people die, Virgil thought. Every movie or 
                  television show he had seen, plenty of deaths were undeserved, 
                  but none were unexpected. Usually there was music; if you were 
                  undeserving you got to say goodbye and a lot of people cried; 
                  if you were evil and wore enough leather you maybe got a one 
                  liner. But it wasn't how it would happen, he thought. It would 
                  be more like this: three kids go out to do something maybe 
                  sort of dumb, but not criminal. Three kids go out. Two come 
                  home. His grandmother had a funny little rant about the swarm 
                  of boys that invaded her house every summer; visitors were 
                  often surprised to find that there were so many of them. But 
                  there weren't so many that one could be lost without 
                  completely destroying the landscape of all of their lives. 
                  Part of how he saw himself was as a boy with four brothers. 
                  Here was the type of question that John liked to ask: if 
                  Virgil defined himself as a boy with four brothers, then if he 
                  became a boy with three brothers, would he still be Virgil?
                   
                  
                  All Virgil 
                  knew was, he wanted to kill both of his brothers for even 
                  making him think about this. 
                  
                  He was 
                  distracted by the sight of John breaking off and running full 
                  tilt into the field off the road. Scott stopped walking for a 
                  moment, and glanced back at Virgil, who trotted to catch up to 
                  him. 
                  
                  "Should we 
                  chase him?" Virgil said. 
                  
                  "I'm not 
                  sure," Scott said. He thought again of the closed, cold air of 
                  the tunnel and felt his back muscles tense. He kept picturing 
                  John sliding out of his grip and down into an unreachable 
                  blackness. "I think he just feels like running." 
                  
                  They 
                  watched him tearing across the field like a comet, until he 
                  suddenly dove to the ground. Scott took a deep breath and 
                  headed across the field to find him. 
                  
                  They found 
                  him on his back, staring at the sky. "Hey," he said. 
                   
                  
                  "Hey," 
                  Scott said.  
                  
                  John 
                  sought Virgil's gaze. "You were right, you know." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  looked away.  
                  
                  "You can 
                  blame me," Scott said. "It was my idea." 
                  
                  John 
                  squinted against the sun. "I don't want to blame anyone. If I 
                  should blame anyone, I should blame me." 
                  
                  "I sent 
                  you down the tunnel," Scott said. John sat up. 
                  
                  "You may 
                  have a hard time believing this, Scott, but it is possible to
                  not do what you say. I know none of your friends at 
                  school have the ability, but a few of your family members do." 
                  He stood up. "Anyone want to sleep outside tonight?" 
                   
                  
                  "Dad'll 
                  make us take Alan and Gordon," Scott said. 
                  
                  "Yeah, I 
                  know. That's all right. We can all stay out. It'll be fun." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  stared at them. "That's it? Just…we go camping next? It'll be
                  fun? Don't you…" 
                  
                  John 
                  turned and walked away, leaving Virgil somewhat taken aback. 
                  John didn't usually walk away from arguments. He looked at his 
                  oldest brother, who gave Virgil a thoughtful look, and then 
                  turned to follow John. Virgil stood there for a moment, 
                  deflated, and then followed his brothers home. 
                  
                  
                   
                   
                  
                  
                  Chapter Thirteen 
                  
                  Virgil had 
                  lagged deliberately, submerged in a satisfying mix of sulking 
                  and skulking behind his brothers. He hung out on the porch for 
                  a while after John and Scott had gone inside, waiting to see 
                  if there were any explosions from their father's study. All 
                  remained quiet, so he assumed they had gotten upstairs safely. 
                  Then he noticed Mr. Gates' racing green Jaguar was still 
                  crouched in the driveway, incongruous against the 
                  weather-stained clapboards of the old farmhouse. His father 
                  would still be talking shop with that guy.  
                  
                  Virgil 
                  wandered over to the car, peering in the window. Sometimes, 
                  the pain of not being able to drive was almost physical. A lot 
                  of the kids around here learned to drive by the time they were 
                  thirteen - not legally, of course, but racing down old dirt 
                  roads or those eerie, abandoned planned communities - roads 
                  laid out in grids and culs-de-sac, perfect for laying rubber - 
                  with short driveways leading to an empty lot of dirt and scrub 
                  grass. (It was what happened, his father said, when companies 
                  lied to their employees.) Some of his summer friends could 
                  drive already, but no amount of begging and pleading could 
                  convince his father to let him behind the wheel of the car 
                  until the stupid state government said it was okay. Scott had 
                  gotten his license in May, and was always volunteering to 
                  drive to the grocery store to get gas or pick up one of the 
                  brothers from somewhere - anything to get behind the wheel of 
                  their father's Mercedes. Virgil went along sometimes, and 
                  Scott would always wind up taking a detour or two, cruising 
                  down the back roads with the windows rolled down and the hot, 
                  dry summer air whipping around them. It didn't matter that 
                  there wasn't anywhere to go - the act of going was enough. 
                  Scott had said that they should drive cross-country. 
                  
                  "Ocean to 
                  ocean," he said. Some summer, when they had the time - maybe 
                  after Scott's first year of college - they would go. Virgil 
                  got enough time-zone crossing phone calls from his father to 
                  know that the world was pretty small these days, but he was 
                  standing next to a 1,000 acre wheat field. There was enough of 
                  this country for two guys in a car. 
                  
                  Or maybe 
                  Scott had meant for John to come along too. Or maybe he was 
                  just trying to be nice, and didn't mean it at all. 
                   
                  
                  Virgil 
                  found them in Scott's room. Scott was flying his sim and John, 
                  somewhat oddly, was perched on top of John's dresser, staring 
                  out the top of the window. Scott didn't turn his eyes away 
                  from the screen. "Get a shower and put your clothes at the 
                  bottom of the hamper." 
                  
                  John 
                  didn't even look at him. Virgil looked down at himself, 
                  stained with the evidence, and then back at the two of them, 
                  seated so calmly and cleanly in the bedroom. He felt a new 
                  surge of anger run through him. He decided that he would have 
                  taken a shower anyway, and wasn't actually doing what Scott 
                  told him to do. 
                  
                  When he 
                  was dressed again, he tried to read for a while, but finally 
                  slammed back into Scott's room. His oldest brother was gone, 
                  however. John was still on top of the dresser. 
                  
                  "Where's 
                  Scott?" 
                  
                  John 
                  didn't turn around. "He went to talk to Father." 
                  
                  "Why?" 
                  
                  "Why do 
                  you think?" 
                  
                  "He's 
                  going to tell him?" 
                  
                  
                  "Probably." 
                  
                  "And you 
                  didn't try to stop him?" 
                  
                  "Why would 
                  I do that?" John sounded almost bored. He often struck this 
                  note with Virgil, getting calmer as Virgil got angrier. It 
                  drove Virgil crazy. 
                  
                  "Dad's 
                  going to go ballistic," Virgil said. 
                  
                  "I don't 
                  know. Maybe." 
                  
                  "John! You 
                  could have died! You think Dad will be okay with it?" 
                  
                  John 
                  turned, looking irritated. "Why does everyone keep saying 
                  that? I wasn't going to die." 
                  "You don't know that," Virgil said. 
                  
                  "I was 
                  there. I think I would know. Where were you?" 
                  
                  "Up top 
                  hanging on to you two morons! And now I'm going to get 
                  grounded until I'm ninety because you two knuckleheads decided 
                  to go spelunking in a sewer!" Virgil burst out. 
                  
                  John 
                  started to retort, and then stopped. "Knuckleheads?" 
                  
                  
                  "Whatever." Virgil folded his arms across his chest. 
                  
                  "I 
                  seriously doubt you're going to get grounded, if that's what 
                  you're worried about." John said, turning away again. "Scott 
                  won't let that happen." 
                  
                  "So you're 
                  going to let Dad blame Scott for everything while you just 
                  walk away…" Virgil stopped. 
                  
                  "Scott 
                  free?" John finished for him, a slight smile on his face.
                   
                  
                  "Shut 
                  up," Virgil said between gritted teeth. 
                  
                  "It's not 
                  up to me what Dad does, for one thing. But you really think 
                  it's Dad who…" John stopped, and looked at Virgil 
                  closely. "You do, don't you." He shook his head. "You should 
                  really start paying attention to things," he told him. "It's 
                  not that you don't notice things, it's just that you don't pay 
                  attention to the things you notice." 
                  
                  "Don't 
                  talk to me like I'm Gordon or Alan," Virgil said. "I'm going 
                  to be in your school in a month. I'm not five." 
                  
                  "Have you 
                  ever heard anyone talk to Alan or Gordon like that?" John 
                  said. He jumped off the dresser, landing lightly on the floor. 
                  "Go and practice." 
                  
                  "What? 
                  No." Virgil was slightly confused, and feeling obstinate. 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  John said, heading for the door. "But it reminds him…you 
                  should do something he likes. Seriously. Go and practice." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  stood in the empty room for moment, listening to John walk 
                  down the stairs. He felt off-balance, because he couldn't 
                  figure out if John had just insulted him or complimented him. 
                  And why should he do John a favor by trying to placate their 
                  father? 
                  
                  It wasn't 
                  until he heard Scott call for John to come into their father's 
                  study that he realized that John hadn't been talking about 
                  their father at all. He stomped downstairs to practice. 
                  
                  
                    
                  
                  
                  
                  Chapter Fourteen 
                  
                  "Is John 
                  hurt? Is Virgil?"  
                  
                  Scott 
                  stopped, looking surprised and slightly offended. "No, Father. 
                  He's fine - he's upstairs with Virgil. They're both fine." 
                  
                  It took 
                  all of Jeff Tracy's considerable self-restraint to call both 
                  of his boys down in front of him to make sure of this himself. 
                  He nodded at Scott. "All right, Scott. Go on." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shifted in his chair. It must be how snakes feel shedding 
                  their skin, Scott thought. Agonizingly uncomfortable at the 
                  outset, but when you were finished…well, you were a new snake. 
                  Which was probably good. Scott continued doggedly with his 
                  story. He really didn't want to do this, but he knew there was 
                  no way he would be able to look his father in the eye if he 
                  didn't tell him what happened. And he also knew there was no 
                  way he could get away with not looking his father in the eye. 
                  
                  When Scott 
                  finished, Jeff sat back in his chair. "Let me get this 
                  straight. You and John heard about these pipes, planned to go 
                  exploring, and when John got in trouble, you and Virgil got 
                  him out." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked down and to the side uncertainly. That version hadn't 
                  really occurred to him, and it certainly wasn't what he 
                  expected his father to come out with. 
                  
                  "I guess 
                  so," he said.  
                  
                  "And how 
                  was it that John got in trouble?" 
                  
                  "I'm not 
                  really sure what happened," Scott said. "John thinks the rope 
                  broke, but the knot could have been badly tied - he doesn't 
                  know and I don't…anyway, Virgil and I were up top and suddenly 
                  I realized that there was no pressure on the rope. And before, 
                  I could really feel him. We tried to see if he could reach the 
                  rope but he couldn't. So I tied the rope to me and Virgil and 
                  I went down to see if I could get him." 
                  
                  "Why you?" 
                  his father asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked surprised. His father shook his head. "I'm not trying 
                  to second-guess you. I'm just curious as to why you decided to 
                  do what you did. Virgil is smaller and lighter - it would make 
                  more sense to have him go down, wouldn't it?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  nodded. "He was against the whole idea, and he was pretty 
                  scared. I mean, he was fine, but…I thought it would be safer 
                  if I went down." 
                  
                  "And John 
                  couldn't climb up by himself?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  shook his head. "If he could have, he would have. The tunnel 
                  was like this," he held his hand at a forty-five degree angle. 
                  "He was afraid if he moved, he would lose his grip and slide 
                  further down." He decided not to tell his father about the 
                  fact that John had been hanging over a vertical drop. He 
                  suddenly understood what John meant when he said it didn't 
                  make a difference. Anyway, that was John's side of the story; 
                  he would tell it. He looked at his father cautiously. His 
                  father just looked thoughtful. 
                  
                  "Call him, 
                  will you?" 
                  
                  Jeff sat 
                  back in his chair as Scott rose and went to the door to yell 
                  for his brother. He's so tall, Jeff thought. Three 
                  years ago, his house had been filled with children. Suddenly 
                  Scott - his earnest, lovely, serious son, was filling doorways 
                  with his frame and the house vibrated with the penetrating 
                  light baritone of his voice, trampling over the memory of the 
                  boy he had been only a few years before. And John - Jeff 
                  raised his eyes as his second son dragged himself into the 
                  study - when he left for school last September he had been 
                  Virgil's height, a cheerful chatter of nervous energy. Now he 
                  was uncomfortably almost Scott's height, all bone and sinew 
                  with an almost permanent air of sullen detachment. He 
                  wondered, as he had been doing quite a bit lately, if he had 
                  perhaps made a mistake in the way he had structured their 
                  lives - the boys away at school, the six of them all together 
                  only for the summer and holidays. Ever since Scott had 
                  complained that his first grade teacher was trying to teach 
                  him that he didn't already know how to read, Jeff had made the 
                  education of his boys a top priority. He also knew that a 
                  sharp mind would not be content with boredom, and after 
                  hearing the stories of some of his colleagues' children, he 
                  knew how dangerous the combination of wealth and boredom could 
                  be. But soon Scott would be in college - and the others would 
                  be flying off from him before he knew it. There were no other 
                  people on the planet that he would rather spend time with then 
                  his five boys - how had it come about that they spent so 
                  little time together? 
                  
                  "Sit down, 
                  John." 
                  
                  John 
                  reluctantly sat down on the chair next to the one Scott has 
                  just vacated, on the other side of their father's desk. Jeff 
                  looked at him for minute, and then rose and walked over to the 
                  couch that ran along the back wall, between the two 
                  floor-to-ceiling bookcases.  
                  
                  "Come over 
                  here, boys." 
                  
                  They both 
                  glanced at each other, and then walked over to join their 
                  father on the couch. 
                  
                  "So…Scott 
                  tells me you boys had quite a day." 
                  
                  "Yes sir." 
                  John said, not meeting his eyes. 
                  
                  "Do you 
                  want to tell me about it?" Jeff asked him.  
                  
                  "If Scott 
                  told you about it, I don't know if I could add anything that 
                  matters," John said quietly. 
                  
                  "John…" 
                  Jeff started, then stopped. He looked at the two of them, 
                  sitting straight up on the couch. He was often commended on 
                  the politeness of his sons. He always thanked whomever 
                  mentioned it, but he knew that it wasn't always motivated by a 
                  desire to actually be polite. At his wife's wake, Scott and 
                  John had sidled up to him. "People keep telling us that 
                  they're sorry," Scott had said. "What are we supposed to say?" 
                  
                  "Just say 
                  thank you. You don't have to say any more than that." Jeff had 
                  told them. And they had, stiff like little soldiers, gravely 
                  thanking all the grownups who told them they were sorry that 
                  their mother had died. They all learned young that proper form 
                  was an excellent place to hide. 
                  
                  "Tell me," 
                  Jeff said. "Why didn't you call for help?" 
                  
                  "I didn't 
                  bring the cell," Scott said, slightly dully. This was an old 
                  argument - Jeff insisting that he needed to be able to get in 
                  touch with them at any time, and the boys conveniently 
                  forgetting the means to that happening.  
                  
                  "Do you 
                  see why…" 
                  
                  "Yes, 
                  Father." Scott interrupted, and then stopped. "I'm sorry. But 
                  I do. I…"  
                  
                  "Scott 
                  couldn't just have Virgil go and get someone," John jumped in. 
                  "Scott needed Virgil to hold the rope to come down and get 
                  me…if Scott had come down by himself it just would have been 
                  the two of us stuck in there, after all." 
                  
                  Through 
                  the door of the study, they could hear the sound of a piano. 
                  Virgil was running through scales.  
                  
                  "But John, 
                  there are professional people who do this for a living," Jeff 
                  said. "Or, something like it. Didn't you think it would be 
                  wiser to get help?" 
                  
                  "Yes," 
                  Scott said. "I should have." 
                  
                  John 
                  glanced at Scott. "I don't know, Father. It's a bit different 
                  when you're actually there. I would have done the same thing 
                  Scott had, I think." 
                  
                  "We didn't 
                  know how much time we had. And John might have fallen." 
                  
                  "I wasn't 
                  really going to fall." John said, a trifle touchily. 
                  
                  "John was 
                  less worried about that," Scott said, sounding annoyed. "But 
                  he was hanging over this precipice…" 
                  
                  "It wasn't 
                  a precipice," John said. "It was a bend in the pipe. It 
                  probably only dropped down a few feet. But I really didn't 
                  want to chance it to find out." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  remembered he hadn't meant to let that slip. "We should have 
                  checked the pipe before we went down. I should have." 
                  
                  "I was 
                  checking the pipe," John cut in. "Sort of. Anyway, Scott 
                  didn't even know about the whole precipice thing until he got 
                  down there." 
                  
                  Jeff 
                  looked confused. "Why not?" 
                  
                  John 
                  shrugged. "I knew Virgil would…well, I was afraid Virgil would 
                  just…he didn't need to know. He didn't even want to go inside. 
                  We were…he was right, as it turned out." 
                  
                  "Yeah…he's 
                  still pretty shaken up," Scott said. 
                  
                  "He's 
                  really angry at me," John said, more to Scott than their 
                  father. 
                  
                  "None of 
                  this was Virgil's fault, Father." Scott said. 
                  
                  Jeff sat 
                  back, listening. They were so careful to cover each other, to 
                  keep each other safe. Scott would try to take all the blame 
                  himself, and John was trying to cover as many bases as 
                  possible. If his being away so much had distanced him somewhat 
                  from his sons, the opposite had happened between his boys.
                   
                  
                  "And you?" 
                  Jeff asked. 
                  
                  They both 
                  stopped. In the other room, Virgil rumbled around the bottom 
                  of the scales, paused, and began chord progressions. 
                   
                  
                  "You two 
                  don't seem very shaken up." Jeff said. 
                  
                  John 
                  looked down. Scott bit his lip.  
                  
                  "There's 
                  no shame in…" Jeff started, but Scott interrupted him. 
                  
                  "I'm not 
                  ashamed. That's not it. I was scared…for a moment there I 
                  really thought…" 
                  
                  "Yeah, so 
                  did I," John said. He took a deep breath. "You don't…really 
                  realize how easy it is for something like that to happen to 
                  you. How…killable you are." 
                  
                  "I've 
                  always found you pretty killable," Scott told him. 
                  
                  John 
                  didn't rise to it, intent on his point. "I mean that you're -
                  I'm - nothing special. That nobody is. Just because I'm 
                  me and you all would miss me doesn't mean that I 
                  couldn't suffocate in a pipe somewhere or get hit by a bus or 
                  eaten by a shark…" he stopped and looked at his father, 
                  smiling nervously. "I had just never thought about it before." 
                  
                  Scott was 
                  shaking his head. "I wasn't thinking anything like that. I 
                  just wanted to get you out of there." 
                  
                  "Yeah. I'm 
                  glad you did. Holding on was…" John stopped, a troubled 
                  expression on his face. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked at him for a moment. "You wouldn't have let go, you 
                  know," he told him. John only shrugged slightly, still looking 
                  uncomfortable. 
                  
                  Jeff sat 
                  back. "What do you think the consequences of your actions 
                  should be?" he asked. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  looked down, but John just looked puzzled. "Hasn't that 
                  already happened?" 
                  
                  "He means 
                  how should we be punished," Scott told him, with a slight roll 
                  of his eyes. He shook his head for a moment, and then looked 
                  at his father. "I think I should call the fire department or 
                  the town council and tell them that that pipe is there and 
                  that they should fill in the entrance because some people were 
                  exploring in there and might have gotten hurt." 
                  
                  "That's a 
                  good idea," Jeff said. "Anything else?" 
                  
                  The two 
                  boys exchanged glances, and Scott shrugged almost 
                  imperceptibly. 
                  
                  "Dad, 
                  whatever you decide, that's fine…" John said. "I mean, if you 
                  want to ground me and Scott and keep us inside I know we 
                  deserve it but…it's not going to be a punishment. I mean, it's 
                  not going to compare. If exploring the pipe was the crime, I 
                  had the punishment. So did Scott." 
                  
                  "What do 
                  you think about that, Scott?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  sighed inwardly. His father did this all the time - made them 
                  weigh in on their own punishment - and it drove all of them 
                  nuts. On the other hand, he thought John had a pretty valid 
                  point. They had done something that had almost gotten John 
                  killed, with the possibility of himself being casualty number 
                  two. Honestly, being grounded sounded like a welcome reprieve.
                   
                  
                  "I 
                  understand what he's trying to say, but I see how you might 
                  not see it that way." 
                  
                  Jeff was 
                  impressed in spite of himself - that was more diplomatic than 
                  he expected. "Don't worry, Scott. I know you're not trying to 
                  get out of anything." He looked at them. "But I'm not so sure 
                  the fact that the two of you nearly scared yourselves to death 
                  is a reason for you not to face the consequences of your 
                  actions. Today you ignored the basic fact that there is a line 
                  from action to consequence, and you can't ignore it simply 
                  because you think you know what you're doing." 
                  
                  John 
                  ducked his head, but Scott kept looking steadily at his 
                  father. Jeff continued. 
                  
                  "You were 
                  brave today, Scott. I'm sure you're aware of that. In a sense, 
                  I'm proud of you because all of you kept your heads, and you 
                  worked together - and because of that, you're all safe and 
                  sitting here talking to me. But you wouldn't have to have been 
                  brave if you had used your judgment - your better 
                  judgment - in the first place. Frankly, Scott, I'm surprised 
                  at you. You're usually much smarter than this." 
                  
                  John 
                  looked up. "It was both of our judgment, Father," he said. 
                  
                  "I didn't 
                  say I was surprised at you, John." Jeff said. 
                   
                  
                  John 
                  looked down, stung. Jeff regarded him for a moment. "You need 
                  to learn to keep your head. And we still have the matter of 
                  this morning to discuss." 
                  
                  John 
                  raised his fingertips to the scar on his mouth. "I had 
                  forgotten about it," he said, almost absently. 
                  
                  "We'll 
                  talk about it later," Jeff said. "Scott, do you understand 
                  what I'm trying to say to you?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  nodded.  
                  
                  Their 
                  father let out a sigh. "I would appreciate it, in the future, 
                  if you would not try quite so hard to kill yourselves. The 
                  next time Virgil points out that you're doing something that 
                  is foolhardy, please listen to him. And the next time you find 
                  yourself doing something that you know is dangerous, as I 
                  expect you both did, stop." 
                  
                  "I'm 
                  sorry, Father," John said. Scott said nothing. 
                  
                  "I know 
                  you are, son. And I'm glad you're all right. Now let me finish 
                  up a few things here.." 
                  
                  The boys 
                  looked at each other, and then back at their father. 
                  
                  "You're 
                  free to go," Jeff said dryly. John darted out of the room like 
                  a fish, but Scott stayed on the couch. Jeff looked at him 
                  affectionately. He had expected this. 
                  
                  "Something 
                  on your mind, son?" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  dragged the toe of one sneaker along the rug under the couch. 
                  "I wasn't brave, Father. I was stupid. I had John by the 
                  hair. We had no idea how high that dropoff was. He could 
                  have gotten trapped." 
                  
                  "But he 
                  didn't." 
                  
                  "But he 
                  could have." 
                  
                  "All 
                  right. But he didn't." 
                  
                  "But he 
                  could have!" Scott burst out. "I'm not supposed to let stuff 
                  like that happen! I'm supposed to be the reason things like 
                  that don't happen!" He looked up at his father. "Father, it 
                  was so dark in there, and John kept laughing - you know how he 
                  does when he's upset about something - and it was cold, and 
                  there wasn't any air, and all I kept thinking about was having 
                  to come back and tell you that…" he stopped, and curled his 
                  hands into fists. "I never should have…you said there's a line 
                  from action to consequence, and you're right: me. I'm the 
                  line." 
                  
                  Jeff sat 
                  back down next to his son. Scott didn't look at him. 
                   
                  
                  "Scott," 
                  Jeff said. "There is a difference between looking after 
                  somebody, and taking responsibility for their actions. I 
                  certainly never expect you to…" 
                  
                  "But what 
                  about my actions?" Scott cut him off. "John could have 
                  died." 
                  
                  There was 
                  a pause, and dimly, from somewhere else in the house, they 
                  could hear John bellowing, "I was not going to die!" 
                  
                  Scott 
                  opened his mouth, but his father stopped him. "Son, one of the 
                  great contradictions of authority is the more responsibility 
                  you hold, the more you have to let go. I've always tried to 
                  let you boys make your own decisions as much as possible, 
                  because I never wanted the five of you to grow up to be the 
                  kind of men who can't make decisions when they need to be 
                  made, who can't think for themselves. Every time I see you, I 
                  see that you're turning into someone who other people can 
                  depend on. Your brothers trust you. I trust you." 
                   
                  
                  "I don't 
                  know," Scott said. "I don't feel very trustworthy at the 
                  moment." 
                  
                  Jeff put 
                  his hand on his son's shoulder. "Scott, you do too good a job 
                  of punishing yourself for these types of things. You can't let 
                  the fact that you made one bad decision make you think you 
                  don't have the ability to make decisions. I'm not laboring 
                  under the impression that you're perfect. You did something 
                  that was reckless, but when it came to a crisis, you proved 
                  you can rely on yourself and your brothers. We both know you 
                  didn't show good judgment going down those pipes - but once 
                  the wheels came off the wagon, you made decisions, you acted, 
                  you kept the three of you together." 
                  
                  "That 
                  doesn't seem like it's good enough," Scott said. 
                  
                  "It's 
                  going to have to be." Jeff said. "For now. Pretty soon, you're 
                  going to be away at college and they're not going to have you 
                  around to look after them. And when they do well, you'll know 
                  what I mean." 
                  
                  Scott was 
                  a little confused by that, but he nodded anyway. 
                   
                  
                  "Now let 
                  me finish up here." 
                  
                  Jeff sat 
                  back after his oldest had gone. Seventeen years old was a long 
                  time to carry the world on your shoulders by yourself. 
                   
                  
                  Scott 
                  leaned in the doorway of the sunroom, where the old upright 
                  piano was kept. Virgil was submerged in some piece of music or 
                  other - all classical music sounded pretty much the same to 
                  Scott, especially when it was played on the piano. He liked to 
                  noodle around on the piano a bit - they all did - but Virgil 
                  was the only one who continued to take lessons. Belatedly, 
                  Scott realized that Virgil was playing pretty well. If a 
                  little stormily. 
                  
                  "You still 
                  mad at me?" he asked Virgil.  
                  
                  "Yes," 
                  Virgil said shortly, after a minute. He couldn't talk and play 
                  at the same time. 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Scott said. "Let me know when you're not." 
                  
                  Virgil 
                  just drew his eyebrows further together and played more 
                  emphatically. 
                  
                  Scott 
                  turned away. Maybe his father was right, and this was how it 
                  would be. Virgil would slip away into music, John into 
                  astronomy or astrophysics or whatever, and he'd be chasing the 
                  sound barrier in the thin air somewhere. He'd be in college in 
                  a year, flying faster than all of them. With a slight start, 
                  he realized it would be the first time he would be at an 
                  academic institution without at least one Tracy since he was 
                  twelve. 
                  
                  Weird. He 
                  pushed open the screen door and walked out to the backyard. 
                  Well, he was sure John could look after Virgil, and 
                  occasionally the other way around, when John needed someone to 
                  beat up. And Gordon and Alan - well, they were kids. Still, he 
                  was amazed that he had never really thought about it, about 
                  them all splitting up. He had always figured he'd grow up and 
                  be on his own, but it was hard to picture himself without the 
                  massive throng of his family around.  
                  
                  He looked 
                  up and saw John sitting serenely on the roof, watching him. 
                  
                  "You can't 
                  leave it just for one day, can you," Scott said. 
                   
                  
                  "I'm fine 
                  when I'm up here," John told him. "It's when I jump off that 
                  there are problems. So I don't jump off, and there aren't any 
                  problems." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  picked up a rock and threw it out past the fence and into the 
                  field behind the house. "So, you going to talk to Dad about 
                  that school?" 
                  
                  "Well, not 
                  today."  
                  
                  "Don't you 
                  have to let them know now? School starts in a month or so." 
                  
                  "I 
                  actually thought I'd wait. See, there's this program that I 
                  applied to at the school in New York - I could take classes at 
                  Columbia. But it's only open to seniors, so I'd have to wait a 
                  year." 
                  
                  "When do 
                  you hear?" 
                  
                  "A week 
                  ago. I got in. I just have to ask Dad if it's okay." 
                  
                  "You'd 
                  live in New York?" 
                  
                  "Yep. At 
                  the school, though. It wouldn't be much different from Greene, 
                  probably." 
                  
                  "So why go 
                  all the way across the country?" 
                  
                  "It's
                  
                  Columbia, 
                  Scott." 
                  
                  "Yeah, 
                  okay, but…New York. It's so big." 
                  
                  John 
                  shrugged. "So is this." He gestured to the miles of open 
                  fields around them.  
                  
                  Scott 
                  snorted. "Well, good luck talking to him. New York is pretty 
                  far away." He thought for a moment. "On the other hand, no 
                  place is really that far away when your father thinks Mach 2 
                  is for people who aren't trying hard enough." 
                  
                  John 
                  laughed a little. "I'm not so sure I can convince him of that. 
                  I'm going to try though. I really want to go." 
                  
                  "I noticed 
                  that," Scott said. 
                  
                  "So, 
                  what's wrong with that?" John said touchily. Scott just shook 
                  his head, and climbed up on the top of the tire swing. 
                   
                  
                  "Of 
                  course, Columbia is a pretty good school," Scott said. "Maybe 
                  I should make it a safety." 
                  
                  John gave 
                  Scott a look of such hostility that Scott burst out laughing. 
                  "My God, you are paranoid! Are you going to start building 
                  bombs or something?" 
                  
                  "Go find 
                  your own college," John said. He seemed to be trying to keep 
                  the emotion out of his voice, but Scott could tell that he 
                  meant it. "Man, if I were you…I'd go to school in France or 
                  something. England. Guam." 
                  
                  "Guam…" 
                  Scott said. He wasn't really listening. The fact that John 
                  wanted to get away so badly stung him a little - and made him 
                  wonder if he shouldn't feel the same way. "What do you think 
                  is going to happen when we all graduate from college?" 
                  
                  John 
                  stared at him for moment. "For starters, by the time Alan 
                  graduates - if any college will even take him - you'll be 
                  almost thirty." 
                  
                  Scott 
                  thought about that for a moment. "So what do you think we'll 
                  all be doing?" 
                  
                  John made 
                  an exasperated sound. "How should I know? You'll be a 
                  superhero. I'll be holed up in an observatory in the 
                  Australian outback with a bunch of other freaks. Virgil will 
                  be in the CIA. Alan will be burying bodies in the back yard. I 
                  don't know." 
                  
                  "Don't you 
                  think it will be weird? Not being…not that I care, you know. 
                  But like, seeing Alan once a year or something. Not being 
                  around each other, at all." 
                  
                  "Not 
                  seeing Alan?" 
                  
                  "Okay," 
                  Scott conceded. "Not seeing Virgil." 
                  
                  John 
                  considered this for a moment. "I don't know. You know Dad. 
                  Tracy Industries casts a wide net. None of us might get away 
                  at all." He stood up. "But you know, you'll probably get time 
                  off from defending the poor and helping the helpless. And Alan 
                  will get paroled eventually. And anyway - Dad's never around, 
                  but it doesn't really seem like it. It might not be any 
                  different for the rest of us. I mean, there's distance, and 
                  then there's distance." He started walking to the edge of the 
                  roof. 
                  
                  "Knock it 
                  off," Scott said. "I'm tired of explaining you to Dad." 
                  
                  John 
                  windmilled his arms for a moment, pretending to lose his 
                  balance, and then stopped and smiled. "Come around the back. 
                  I'll show you how to get up. You know, so you can feel useful 
                  if I fall."  |